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4 MOTHS LATER.
Today it is Thursday 28th March, I have been shit on day in day out by these vile people in this vile nation since I arrived.My Birthday came and went my 59th.
What did I get for my Birthday?, this vile country shits on me day after day so I guess the shit is not a birthday present.
What did I get for my Birthday an ignorant Welsh Man that was good enough to take his eyes off the Television I gave him to send me some ignorance with the computer I gave him for my birthday, the television worked and he got to fry his brain with drivel as I could be bothered to get off my fucking ass and install a Sat Dish for him drivel from Astra works for him, I could be bothered getting off my ass and wiring his outhouses that would have cost him thousands for nothing, not a single word of honesty o decency ever came out of that mans mouth, all he ever did was USE a man with nothing and then in effect say Fuck You Chris and years later not an apology just fucking ignorance, even after all my shit I still treat people the right way, it has been many years since anybody has treated me the right way.
Also a fucking vile and vulgar music teacher that goes through life using people, fucking toxic, I felt for him as a fellow " Fuck Up" he abused my kindness and compassion, I got a bad attitude from him for my Birthday, ' Mommy Issues" and Coke coalesced a FUCKING VILE MAN , Certain children my late daughters charity would have aided do not get to indulge anything as esoteric as "Mommy Issues" in their 40's they are too busy scratching in the dirt, they are too busy craving the W.H.O's E.M.L to worry about " Mommy Issues" in their 40's HE IS UTTERLY FUCKING VILE. , That was my Birthday.
2 vile human beings that can only take from a man with nothing, in the last 10 years or so only 3 people have treated me like a Human Being, Jean-Pierre a French man that saved my life, Carl a British Pianist I met when I was on the streets of London in 2014 when I was dealing with corruption at Camden Council and Carole a waitress in Menton.
I even had a vile British Landlord steal from me in France and what makes it worse is I tried to help him a man with a limited skill set that was breaking his back working as a gardener in his 60's he thanks me by stealing from me, ANYBODY DECENT LEFT IN THIS FUCKED UP WORLD?.
I am sure it is a waste of time saying this as everything I have said for 22 years has been a waste of time as it has fallen upon vile ears, cowardly ears , self obsessed ears, vulgar ears.
However if there are any Black Musicians out there reading this that are REAL, people cut from the same cloth as say Thelonious Monk or Oscar Peterson rather than talentless constructs of Muzak Inc like Kane West, P Diddy and Snoop Dog, a bag of rocks has more talent than talentless constructs of Muzak Inc.
Yes it would help me, however it would also help refugee kids in that vulgar pissant rock that masquerades as a nation, why should refugee kids have to listen to " We Do Not Want Niggers In Ireland" think about that for a moment, a kid survived maybe a war torn nation or a banana republic and they are scraping the bottom of the barrel Ireland, historically most people that could count past 10 left Ireland in search of a larger canvas and to get away from the provincial mind set, 2 examples , their pissant constitution penned by a yokel doffing his cap to Rome read about McQuaid ignorant and vulgar, in effect the Irish Constitution states " Free Speech is guaranteed provided the Gov of The Day like the content.
Secondly there used to be a Kangaroo Court in Northern Ireland , 6 Counties in the North of the Island of Ireland that are still British and have the hots for King Billy.
The Kangaroo Court in Northern Ireland was called a Diplock Court, The Republic of Ireland now has their very own kangaroo court , The Special Criminal Court.
The abused have become the abusers, that is Ireland, however it is worse than that using Standard DSM Drivel as Diagnostic Criteria if Ireland was a person rather than a Vulgar, Ignorant Racist Pissant Rock that masquerades as a nation she would be considered psychotic.
Any REAL Black Musicians , NUKE THE RACIST NEANDERTHALS IN SONG, Something feel good, think Marley or Black Uhuru or if you wanted humor with a serious subtext re work " I am Woman" for Von der Leyen, ' I am Imbecile, Hear me babble" use humor to expose the woman's banality and ignorance in effect she did not just say Fuck You Chris, she said Fuck You to refugee children in Ireland , such a song would chart if done by a " name" she would be the laughing stock globally, it would only be a matter of time until the vile woman resigned.
Not going to go into it here tired not enough space, I have had dealings with the vile woman, I could have did due to her ignorance , self obsession and vulgarity and I am happy to explain that to anybody, we do not need Heinrich von Ofterdingen , all I and refugee children in Ireland need from that vulgar woman was integrity.
Yes it would help me but it would also help these kids, Ireland's provincial mindset is bad enough maybe beyond refugee kids but racism is not beyond them.
In " The Olden Days" I have been all over this world either a journalist or as an adventure, I have never ever come across a people so utterly lacking in introspection as the Irish, can EVERYBODY be wrong EVERYBODY from Pope Adrian, to Spencer to Disraeli to Priestly to a Crayon Twirling Chimp in the British Gutter Press
can everybody be wrong ?, am I wrong a vile and vulgar racist woman a Catherine Pierse abused legislation in the name of Sectarian Hatred " My Kind" if Satire is a crime what would they want to do to Swift to Milligan, utterly vile , no sense of guilt or shame, they do not know any better my heart tells me to leave them to wallow in their ignorance and vulgarity I did not go after Pierse she went after me with a malicious prosecution, do your own research and make your own decision, all of this is Public Record, Pierse's malicious prosecution of me is all Public Record.
However if I have my day she will not even be able to get a job in McDonalds , it will be moral legal and just.
Refugee kids in Ireland have nobody, think of that Prancing Imbecile Ursula von der Leyen an utter fucking dullard from a political party of utter fucking dullards going back to Adenauer, however opening your mouth about racism does not require depth or the wisdom of Solomon even a mindless fuck like Ursula von der Leyen could open her fucking mouth if she had a just heart, the woman is fucking vile.
Will you open your mouth in song on behalf of refuge children in Ireland, they should not have to endure " We Do Not Want Niggers in Ireland "from Gov Officials.
I noticed a few words online in the French press a new PM, in Ireland I have no received an apology from him, I never will " My Kind" all they know is ignorance and hatred.
Anybody cares to take the Moral High Ground , yes it would help me , I want to sleep for a month , I want to get out of this fucking disgusting country and sleep for a month.
I am fucking ill and the medicine I need is not in a Merck it used to live in peoples hearts it was called decency, it was called morality, it was called integrity.
Just over an hour ago I am dealing with Choreographed Ignorance in a Newsagent, I will never go there again, I just want to sleep for a month, I want to get out of this disgusting country and scrub the stench of their cruelty and depravity from my heart.
The Danieli would be my choice a wonderful hotel, I want to sleep for a month and then take a dog for a walk the days of Catullus 16 and fair maidens are behind me, I am a fucked up old man that had 22 years of his life stolen from him.
121.5 S.O.S UTTERLY FUCKING DISGUSTED 7700. Everything below predates this when I wanted to have my first Christmas in 22 years and this vile country even shit all over me for Christmas.
Anybody reading this, if you own public toilets give me a job cleaning them, If you have money I want to go to The Danieli sleep for a month and try and scrub the stench of depravity, ignorance, vulgarity and depraved indifference that this disgusting country has displayed towards me, I would like my first Christmas in 22 years, start with an email LOSTSOMEWHERE@PROTONMAIL.COM
Any Dips reading this, Asylum Please, all I want is to be treated like a human being, I crave civility and integrity all I I can do is hope there is still a country left in this world that has values within her metaphoric heart, I am so utterly disgusted with this TOXIC COUNTRY.
I noticed something today that speaks volumes about my disgust with the cowards and the self obsessed that do not want to get involved after hearing the name of " The Rapist In Chief " Bill Clinton.
An American black actor died at 61, I did not know him, I have only ever seen him play a doctor however I thought he had the intensity to do Othello on stage and he is gone at 61, I am 58 the cowards and the self obsessed that do not want to get involved, you have been party to stealing 22 years of my life from me by the omission of an act, how do you sleep at night?., how long do I have left?., you have been party to stealing 22 years of my life from me, 22 years I can never get back, again how do you sleep at night?,
Somebody I did know a once athletic actor died from cancer at 57, I was watching a crappy movie he was in, he was throwing a ball around with people in this movie, in real life other people and myself throwing a ball around with him on the beech in SM many years ago, we cannot do that anymore he is no longer here his light went out, he was a decent human being such a rarity in this day and age.
I am 58 what if had died at 57 and my last night on the planet was one of a homeless wretch, again how do you sleep at night?, I will despise the cowards and the self obsessed until the day I die, look at your hands that is my blood and the blood of children in 3rd world hell holes that my late daughters charity would have aided, how do you sleep at night?
if my old friend from Malibu is reading this, I ask for a loan like I ask if you scroll down, I would give half to the man that saved my life , I owe him so much money and I would be able take a breath for the first time in over 20 years.
If the answer to that is no, can I interest you in an investment?, I will restore it for you and make it " AD" STUNNING and if I recovered funds and you wanted to sell it I would buy it from you, I am fucking drowning I am clutching at straws. www. castellomontaltodora.com it is 4.85 Euro, what would you get in LA for 4.85 , a small monstrosity by a Howard Roark wannabe.
My late daughters charity was fundamentally flawed, a true " Amicus Humani Generis" would want to give Condoms, RU486 and I.U.D'S to people, my late daughters charity was fundamentally flawed, however at least I tried, what did you do?. my heart was in the right place, where was yours?.
This world is utterly fucked, I noticed something that would be funny if it was not so sad, shades of Andre Malraux meets Monty Python COP 28 , a bunch of idiots burn fossil fuels to fly to Dubai once they get there they will talk crap about Climate Change , fuck high end hookers and drink first growths and prance around like peacocks enraptured with their self perceived importance, this world is wrong I want to nail the door closed and never be seen again.
Talking of Prancing Buffoons, if the one on the 38th Floor wanted to make himself useful and that would be a first, he could threaten to dispatch Madonna to Dubai to get her tits out if they do not play nice although there could be issues with the 8th and I wonder what Sharia Law says about the public display of geriatric tits.
Joking to one side what an utter waste of money as children starve.
A month until Christmas I wonder if France will give me back my teeth she took from me for Christmas, France took my teeth from me as she bought an I Phone for a man that murdered a school teacher called Samuel Paty, Liberte, Egalite, Fraternite, excuse me whilst I vomit if Jean-Paul Marat was alive he would be in tears watching that prancing buffoon that infests The Elysee.
France even took my fucking teeth from me, I have difficulty chewing, Liberte, Egaite, Fraternite , AGAIN, EXCUSE ME WHILST I VOMIT.
I noticed a few days ago a WACKO murdered a German Nurse in Paris, the prosecutor is an ignorant vulgar man however we are talking a WACKO that MURDERED somebody that worked SAVING LIVES, however no Court in France or any Western Nation would take the WACKO'S teeth from him as punishment for MURDER, however FRANCE TOOK MY TEETH FROM ME AND I COMMITTED NO CRIME.
What is worth noting about this ignorant prosecutor, his ignorance was a " TRIGGER" that caused me to make note of his ignorance one that I will expound on in my book if I have my day, however what if his ignorance was a " TRIGGER" to a WACKO and the WACKO hurt people, NOBODY CARES, THAT IS FRANCE IN 2023.
Clearly M Jourdain AKA Macron has issues with gerontophilia a " strange" paraphilia according to my heart, however each to their own however it does not affect moral faculty, he could not claim to be a MORALLY REPUGNANT ASSHOLE due to mental incapacity at a 730 hearing.
I can be found at 122 Blvd St Germain, Paris 75005 begging in front of a green recycle container and I can be reached by voicemail or text on + 31 6 5116 5200 everything below in red ink starting with Irish ignorance and vulgarity on July 3rd predates this.
My old friend from Pullach if you are reading this PLEASE FORGIVE ME, Drunk Chris was over 20 years ago after loosing my daughter, I hardly drink anymore.
Frankly given the state of the media today I have no idea what I would do with the info if I had it, however there is a French and a Belgian politician who's hands are dripping with my blood and the blood of children in 3rd world hell holes my late daughters charity would have aided, help with background please?. there will be so much dirt
I AM ILL CAN YOU FORGIVE ME?.
As for the COWARDS and THE SELF OBSESSED, I am adding one last sentence here, those that COWER under their beds upon hearing the name Clinton, I guess " BIG TOUGH RAPISTS " are scary for COWARDS.
Basket Cases such as I V Big Tough Rapists such as Clinton, I wonder who is the better man, one example, 2006 I was in a hick town and there was somebody there I thought was pretty and she was such a rarity in that town she had a brain, my dick was plotting " Operation Ingress " however I never made a move as my heart told my dick to leave her alone as she needed a friend and a fuck not a basket case and a fuck and Clinton is a rapist, who is the better man?, hindsight is a wonderful thing, I should have made a move as she turned out to be an awful person
Last few weeks I have been emailing mindless box ticking diplomats, in this day and age from That Prancing Buffoon on the 38th floor down they have the moral and emotional faculty of a bag of rocks.
.I would like to sit down and have a cup of coffee with somebody with a gentle heart and a moral backbone but would march through the gates of a Catholic Hell clutching Von Clausewitz if it was the right thing to do. if such a person exists I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU NOTHING LEFT TO SAY SEETHING IN DISGUST.
Somebody made a suggestion to me in an email a few weeks ago, however I cannot do any more emails, my fingers are out of gas, somebody suggested " Chief Diversity Officers" re Ireland, in theory possible, however mostly " Uncle Tom" or " Aunt Jemima" ethnic types with a Mickey Mouse Degree from a Mickey Mouse Uni with a subscription to The New Republic or The Atlantic, know a lot about tofu and doff their caps to Corp Dross and hang out in The Pottery Barn at the weekend.
.However in theory could be somebody decent there, I cannot do any more emails, if you can start with Fortune 500 Companies Chief Diversity Officers, if you could find a " Della Reese Type" she would eat them for breakfast, if you had a wise old grandfather one piece of advice he may offer you is Do Not Mess With Della Reese.
I put this out there no doubt pointless, I have tried so many things, trying to have my first Christmas in over 20 years, anybody left from the music industry in London in the 80's that remembers me, I never learned to play that DX7, however he looked " hot" in his flight case standing at the bar in The Intrepid Fox or The Spice of Life or even " Slumming it" in the Kit Kat Club in Westborne Grove, he had this air about him almost waiting for Paganini's wife and sister to blow him.
Faking Levity, however anybody care to re work Helen Reddy's " I Am Woman" for Ursula von der Leyen " I Am Imbecile, Hear Me Babble" spun the right way it would chart.
Anybody real left in the Legal Profession?, how about C.L.E for RACIST IRISH NEANDERTHALS Start them with MCGOWAN V MARYLAND and then move on to LUM V RICE.
What truly shows there is no hope for this world, anybody that remembers what the Netherlands used to be.30 to 40 years ago if she was a person she would have been a Wise Old Mensch, in 2023 The NL has displayed her ignorance and vulgarity to the world in 15 perf.
The wackos took 37 seats.
Think of a Wise Old Mensch that was EVERYBODY'S FRIEND, Think of a Sweet Little Old Dear that would always lend a hand and then one day she started swinging a bag of bricks at people, what went wrong? ,
That is the NL " THE WACKOS, PVV" are swinging bags of bricks at people that are not like them , who are the PVV?, THEY ARE SEMI LITERATE WHITE TRASH, what would a parent say to a child if? that child said
" WHY IS A SEMI LITERATE RACIST WACKO THE SPEAKER OF THE PARLIAMENT?, IS RACISM GOOD MOMMY?, WHO SHOULD I HATE MOMMY?, WHO DO YOU AND DAD HATE MOMMY?." " ALSO MOMMY WHAT IS A TOWEL HEAD MOMMY?, WHAT IS A NIGGER MOMMY?, WHAT IS A KIKE MOMMY?, WHAT IS A SPICK MOMMY?, MY FRIEND SAID ANNE FRANK WAS A KIKE, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN MOMMY?."
The strangest thing about all of this in the NL, think of the old movie, La Regle Du Jeu however rather than it being directed by Renoir is was directed by Big Bird, that is the NL now after " The Wackos" took 37 seats, it is business as usual, like ordering a Gin and Tonic as the titanic is sinking, the Dutch are playing with their I Phones as their nation sunk
.I would have thought that as Head Of State, Koning Van Klootzak would have addressed the nation in tears at her spiritual and moral death.
I looked on line at the banality of the Dutch Press, the banality of the crayon twirling chimps, looking online broadcast media, their country has died and a prime time talk show are 2 dullards Khalid and Sophie interviewing fellow dullards " Would you like some LI Carbonate with your coffee?" Maybe Khalid should fuck Sophie, it would be an emotional act rather than the mindless banality.
Geert Wilders and The P.V.V are utterly VILE, The P.V.V is a VILE Political Party that exists so vulgar uneducated knuckle dragging neanderthals can spout drivel at each other and blame immigrants for everything.
Frankly the Dutch have become even more stupid that I thought, I expected rank and file VVD to defect to one of the 2 so called Christian Parties, they defected to a political party ran by a vulgar racist man that preaches hatred, immigrants are an easy target for the mindless that need somebody to blame.
The Dutch would do better looking within at what ails the nation, years and years of utter systemic banality thrust upon the Dutch people by the V.V.D a grey dull political party populated with those that could not get laid in De Wallen.
I noticed " A Mindless Chimp" a Frans Timmermans " The Leader" of 2 banal blah, blah, blah Dutch Political Parties utterly lacking in introspection, banal verbal masturbation in the Dutch press , maybe a little honesty would go down well along the lines of " I am a mindless box ticking chimp that does not have a fucking clue" look at his fucking background , it screams mindless banality , not a leader and I have had dealings with him and he is morally repugnant, forgetting that , his utter lack of introspection speaks volumes, the NL'S lack of introspection speaks volumes, Nero Fiddled as Rome Burned, The Dutch play with their I Phones during the NETHERLANDS MORAL DEATH KNELL PVV and WILDERS , The Netherlands has died," Sit Tibi Terra Levis" " Alav Ha Sholom" or earthier terms FUCKING SAD, that country that was once known for tolerance and wisdom is no more, no phoenix but ignorance and vulgarity has risen from her ashes in the guise of Geert Wilders and his band of vile and vulgar knuckle dragging semi literate racist neanderthals is what has risen from the ashes.
What speaks volumes of the banality within the NL that manufactured a society where a WACKO like Wilder's could thrive, in the Dutch Media " The Crayon Twirling Chimps" that lurk in cubicles doff their caps to their Corp Overlords and masquerade as journalists are conducting a post mortem on the election they are interviewing " Good Little Tenured Chimps" that lurk in one of what were 2 august seats of learning in Amsterdam, both Uni's in Amsterdam lack substance in this day and age,nobody in the Law or Philosophy Dept of either Amsterdam Uni's cared about the sexual abuse of a boy aged between 6 and 8 in Noordwijk in 2017.
They are very much like the Pink Floyd Video " Another Brink In The Wall" they pump out good little chimps that will lurk in a box masquerading as a house in Almere or Leyleystad and say bah, bah, bah to Ralph Hamers along the lines of I am a good little serf would you like to kick me in the head Mr Hamers, I will be a good little serf Mr Hamers's can I have an I Phone Please ?, But naturally I am a moron Sub Prime Interest . after all I am a moron ,Snap Je Dat.
Well the Crayon Wielding Chimps and Alleged Academics are dissecting the election with utter banality sentences like " The Populist Narrative" FUCK OFF IMBECILE, even now they do not address their societal failings that allowed a wacko like Wilders to take 37 seats, they are speaking DRIVEL " The Populist Narrative" call it like it is who are the Populists, THEY ARE MORONS, they are not " The Workers" as in another time and place the workers would have been reading Marx and Engels and would have given Ralph Hamers a pick axe and put him down a coal mine.
Well they would do that unless they figured out it is pointless as they read Animal Farm and Fred's quote about he who fights with monsters, It shows the there is no hope for this world when a wacko like Wilders can take 37 seats, Historians will remember Wilders victory as the Netherlands Spiritual And Moral Death Knell, the Netherlands is now a " Failed State" in the spiritual and moral sense.
30 years ago people would have been laughing at Wilder's DRIVEL and he would have been spouting his mindless diatribe to a cow in the middle of a field, 30 years ago nobody would have wanted to listen to a RACIST WACKO like Geert Wilders and in 2023 that country that was once known for compassion and wisdom will probably have a RACIST WACKO as the next PM.
I watched the Netherlands moral decline for years every time I passed through the NL, they went from kindness and compassion to depraved indifference, if Anne Frank was bleeding to death on the Damrak nobody would care any more they would walk over her or stop to check her pocket for an I Phone, personally I experienced depraved indifference from so many people and the last time I was in the NL this disgusting man that knew who I was and of my plight in Bruna a Dutch chain of shops thought it would be great fun to screw with me.
November 24th nothing left inside me, those that turned their back on me I will despise until he day I die, not ego not how dare you turn your back on Chris, it is how dare you turn your back on anybody that has been abused and violated the way I have.2023 Nobody is marching over the bridge in Selma, AL.
2023 nobody has any understanding of Lynyrd Skynyrd's words in Sweet Home Alabama, " We All Did What We Had To Do" 2023 we have mindless fucks with a Twitter Account that call themselves activists, 2023 we have imbeciles virtue signaling fellow imbeciles on change.org Corp Scum dressed up as a philanthropic N.G.O .
Those that turned their back on me can never ever redeem themselves in my eyes even if they had a moral epiphany ," The Grifter In The Dress " in Rome is the one that sells redemption not I
.Anybody I have not reached out to feel free to reach out to me I only have 1 DEMAND, HONESTY and My HEART TAKES OATH that 75 percent of recovered funds would go to the needy direct.
If you have money I would like to go on a road trip taking the slow route to Venice and check into the Danieli and sleep for a month, if you own pubic toilets give me a job cleaning them as cleaning shit out of toilets is better than begging on the streets of Paris.
Humor to make a valid point, I would like to email the Captain of The Republican Guard and ask him when can I " Pop Over" to The Elysee and stand toe to toe with that vile and vulgar buffoon Jourdain AKA Macron and say you can have the first punch.
Again as I say below I am a man of peace, however do you not think a survivor of the Vel d'Hiv roundup would have liked to have stood toe to toe with Pierre Laval?.
I talk about this below, one cannot expect any better from Ireland, I expected so much better from France.
Almost 18 months later no apology from France not that I would accept one, could Pierre Laval have walked over the corpses in Auschwitz and said sorry? first Drefyus then Vichy and now Hepburn, Liberte, Egalite, Fraternite, EXCUSE ME WHILST I VOMIT.
However nobody in France even tried saying sorry to me I do not even have the years of RSA (Welfare) that France owes me and France owes me a lot more than RSA.
Gallows Humor there is a Russian lady and a Romanian lady I would like to ask them about their thoughts on troilism . I would them like to head up to the 17e and buy a Ducati Monster alas I cannot do any of those things I am ill, homeless and begging on the streets of Paris as that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen is spending funds that belonged to my late daughters charity and I.
Last few weeks in effect I tried 3 times offering my hand as a Gentleman to a disgusting Belgian Minister although I did not know he was disgusting the first time I offered my hand in the metaphoric sense, 3 times I tried that and in effect 3 times he said Fuck Off Chris, however he did not only say Fuck Off Chris he said Fuck Off to children in 3rd world hell holes that my late daughters charity would have aided
.I was also told to die by a drunk self obsessed Welsh Man no doubt using a laptop I gave him after taking his eyes off a television I gave him long enough to insult me.This world is utterly fucked all I want to do is to go to a country that will treat me like a human being.
On Friday November 17th a vile woman a Paula Corrigan from the Irish Law Library tried to start an email fight with me.They are the Governing Body for Barristers in Ireland the term barrister in Ireland does not carry the gravitas that the term once carried in the UK but it speaks to SECTARIAN HATRED being present in all walks of life within Ireland.
I tried finding integrity from EU Bodies from " The Turgid Toxic Troika" down all I found was utter banality
.For those not familiar with " The Turgid Toxic Troika" I refer to Von Der Leyen , Metsola, and Michel, collectively they have the moral faculty of a bag of rocks.
There is a man that saved my life I owe him so much money, I love him like a brother he saved my life he hardly says a word to me anymore as he is angry with me as I have not paid him back , I understand that and I would run into a burning building for him however I cannot crap bullion or gemstones so I can pay him back.
Anybody that I have not reached out to feel free to reach out to me, I am so fucking disgusted with peoples lack of humanity and the one that disgusts me the most is Idaho's Norma Desmond, I told her everything about my late daughters charity and that ABOMINATION Gracen and with millions in the bank she would not even give me a sandwich.
All these years later no guilt and shame from her or any quarter . So many people know what this is about not ego I am nobody, Gracen is nobody but the Clinton angle and who my biological grandmother may or may not have been nobody in 20 years said " How Can I help Chris"
I no longer notice ladies I am old and fucked up, however I noticed one a few weeks ago that served me in a shop , ever so pretty I walked away with a melancholy chuckle thinking if I was younger I would have polished my " Wooing Head" and tried saying hello.
I walked away with a melancholy chuckle and Clinton is a rapist, who is the better man?. I talk below about a town in the UK that is the asshole of the UK, they have formed a Town Council.
However a bunch of vile yokels will have a ball prancing around and being " important" I am sure most people would want to weep or scream if they were forced to listen to the yokels grunt at each other
.However the yokels will have a ball grunting at each other, I have not known a moments happiness since Nov 8th 2002 , I am not anhedonic I am a homeless wretch, that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen took everything I had and left me to die upon the streets of Paris.
Kindness and Compassion there is a lady I have never met but I knew the family a million years ago they are good people, she is a good person that a yokel police department crapped all over, all that matters to them is convictions, people no longer matter to the police in the UK.
If I had a Magic Wand I would like to dispatch Sir Galahad to invite her to dinner, where she is men grunt and drag their knuckles on the ground, I care about her, alas no magic wands, who cares about me, you do not need a magic wand all you need in your heart is a little integrity and compassion.
The whole dynamic of policing has changed in the UK, A British Bobby was EVERYBODY'S FRIEND, policing in the UK now is an US AND THEM dynamic , that is what happens when society stops caring.
13 years ago almost my Landlord's Mother in Law a sweet old " British Battleaxe" said to me it is a new decade learn to live again, I was sitting on the stoop looking at a field in Normandy 50150, Christmas Eve I had a smoke due to this sweet little old lady that grew her own for arthritis, I was sitting on the stoop looking at the cat thinking I wish 2 skin actresses a Nessa and a Mia lived next door and they invited me over for a coffee and a bottle of baby oil and the cat looked at me with this " Good Luck with that I am off next door to fuck this Ginger Tom senseless."
Any actors out there I have not reached out to that want to do " The Playboy Of The Western World" lets put Irish ignorance on the map, lets echo Yeats Words at The Plough And The Stars " Irish Genius At Work Again" in 2023 " Irish Genius" is her systemic racial hatred, I will do Cristy Mahon I have done it before but not word perfect.
Until the day I die I will despise those that failed me , I could never ever have any interaction with such scum, using a metaphor if Idaho's Norma Desmond was on fire I would not piss on her as continuing the metaphor she watched me burn for over 20 years she watched me burn in a sisyphean manner for over 20 years.
Can anybody I have not reached out to reach out to me?, if you own Public Toilets I will clean them, if you have money I want to go to The Danieli and sleep for a month.
Tidied up some typos, 25 Nov, I noticed something this morning Blad are slumming it making glass for a mobile phone company, the 500 series were ICONIC now they are making glass for toys.
Brassens said it better than I ever could he even had diacritics
" Le siecie ou nous vivons est un siecle pourri.
Tout n'est que lachete, bassesse, Les plus grands assassins vont aux plus grandes messes et sont des plus grands rois les plus favoris.
Homage de l'auteur a ceux qui l'ont compris, Et merde aux autres"
The world is fucked, anybody I have not reached out to 121.5 SOS
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I did file my Judicial Review in Dublin 3rd July, however dealing with Irish Racism and Sectarian Hatred I feel like Steve Biko's wife or Simon Wiesenthal trying to make sense out of peoples hatred and ignorance, any interaction with those people makes me want to puke, I doubt holocaust victims wanted to debate The Enabling Act with Roland Freisler.
I sent it to The Registrar and over 400 people in The Irish Dept of Justice and Irish Gov Bodies a few more to try ,only 1 reply after all " My Kind" is a Non Person in Ireland, the one person that replied wants me to embark on a Wagnerian Paper Trail, as I knew they would, there is no end to their perversity, depravity and sectarian hatred 11 or 12 years later.
A day later a couple of blah blah blah, my brain hurts blah blah blah replies could be normal from admin staff, however what is not normal is 11 or 12 years later is some people at the Court still want to torment " My Kind" by setting me tasks to get my JR before the Court, Tasks that range from pointless to impossible, no guilt, no shame within any quarter.
How are refugee children meant to deal with such racial hatred.
On Tuesday 11th The High Court " lost" my JR on Friday 14th it is not in " The Correct Format" there is no end to their fucking depravity and sectarian hatred, " The Correct Format" no doubt it needed signing in my blood as according to Ireland over 300 years ago my forebears fought with King Billy's men rather than James's, on Tuesday 18th July I resubmitted my JR using their forms and guess what " IT IS IN THE WRONG FORMAT AGAIN" I used their forms, but it is " wrong" again.
" My Kind" is disenfranchised from seeking redress within the Irish Courts, lets talk of emotion before I get to law, I wonder how the children felt in Lum V Rice, almost a 100 years later I wonder how refugee children in Donegal feel after hearing Irish Gov Officials state " We Do Not Want Niggers In Ireland"I will put off filing until Monday 24th, I cannot face another punch from Ireland today, I will try a seat of banality The ECHR , "Nec Spe Nec Metu "looking for disgust but I will not find it.I crave civilized people with a moral backbone.
I emailed every Judge in Ireland and pleaded with them to do everything in their power to see my case is brought before the Court in a timely manner, again nobody is disgusted at racism and sectarian hatred, I expect they think I am " bothering" them with " trivia" again, do you consider racism and sectarian hatred to be " trivia".
I filed my JR again on Monday 24th and at 16.02 Z The Court sent me some forms or they said they did, they " FORGOT" to attach them, utterly depraved designed to torment " My Kind", On Tuesday I emailed the Court to let them know they " forgot" to attach the forms yesterday however alas on Tuesday 25th nobody will deign to reply to " My Kind" any one of these acts of depravity could have been the " Trigger" that caused a homeless wretch to end their life, however still the hatred comes from Ireland..
Wed 25th still no reply for " My Kind" from the Court, Thur 26th still no reply for " My Kind" ,Fri 27 at 10.23 I emailed the Court again a polite email still no reply for " My Kind" I also emailed every member of The Irish Parliament no reply for " My Kind", almost a month trying to get my case before the Court.
I emailed them again this morning, still no listing date, I am fucking sick of ignorant neanderthals who's hearts are awash with hatred, Trial By Ordeal was outlawed by The Lateran Council in 1215, I assume that includes the Psychological Torture Ireland has subjected me to, 1215 a nice year, Runnymede, Surrey people got off their ass for what was right, I am so sick of their ignorance and hatred, I will not be emailing them again, if anybody grows a conscience DO SOMETHING, Utterly Disgusted.
I did complain to an Angela Denning The Chief Executive of the Irish Court, Guess What?, No Reply " My Kind"
In effect Plessy V Ferguson made hatred legal, people got off their ass, Brown to the C.R.A not worth the paper it was printed on but a start, nobody is getting off their ass in Ireland racial and sectarian hatred is so firmly ingrained within Irish society it is considered normal, will you get off your ass?, Do you consider it normal for Irish Gov Officials to state " We Do Not Want Niggers In Ireland"
If anybody wants to do THE RIGHT THING file Amicus Briefs HIGHCOURTCENTRALOFFICE@COURTS.IE any of the Journalists in SA I emailed feel free to email them and ask them when my case will be heard, Donald Woods did the right thing emulate him.
They cannot see beyond hatred, they throw more hatred at me when an apology is due, if anybody that does not know the Irish Legal System wants a true understanding of the abused becoming the abusers look up 2 words S.C.C and Diplock and weep as that speaks to how sad, broken and primitive it truly is.I would rather be on another planet than such people, however 11 or 12 years later they still spew sectarian hatred all over me.
Irish history speaks volumes of the racial and sectarian hatred that is considered normal when Hitler butchered 6 million Jews and young boys were dying on battlefields Ireland did nothing, they renamed genocide " The Emergency"
That is not quite true they did something, in 1943 a member of the Irish Parliament an Oliver Flanagan stated in Parliament that " Jews Should Be Deported From Ireland" his statement is considered quite normal in Ireland as he was The Minister of Defense until 1977, Ireland has a long history of antisemitism, the Irish are so insular, zenophobic and utterly lacking in introspection or any sense of guilt or shame, they consider hatred to be normal.
If ANYBODY has any decency within their hearts join me and file Amicus Brief's, THROW PAPER AT THE RACIST NEANDERTHALS.
However The Award for Banality and Ineptitude goes to an Irish NGO called " Front Line Defenders " sounds ever so grand, a shame about that Banality and Ineptitude thing and then there is the thing about a bunch of idiots than can " Talk The Talk" but they cannot " Walk The Walk" an open offer for you BUFFOONS , The Ukraine , Lets go tomorrow, I challenge any " Box Ticking Chimp " at Front Line Defenders lets go to The Ukraine I have the skills of a Medic, LETS GO., A LITTLE VISCERAL FOR YOU? You should be ashamed of yourselves, I am REAL you are not, you think I am bluffing?, call it.
When a child's BP is dropping and if you do not stop the bleeding the child will die,YOU CANNOT TICK A FUCKING BOX to save that child.
They teach their children to hate and they will teach their children to hate and it is considered NORMAL IN Ireland.
One thing that speaks volumes about Irish misplaced hatred, if my life time the VILEST Politician that ever walked in the western world was Thatcher, she BUTCHERED the UK with GREED, Listening to Michael Higgins Ireland's vile and vulgar racist President eulogize her one would have thought he was eulogizing his favorite Aunt.
Surely he should have been leading Ireland in song " Ding Dong The Witch Is Gone, The Witch Is Dead" at the news of her death, Thatcher's hands are awash with Irish blood mine are not.
Frank McCourt sums up the absurdity of sectarian hatred in Angela's Ashes where one of the aunts is combing one of the boys hair and she says " Stand Still You Have Silly Proddy Hair You Got From Your Father From The North" he sums up the ignorance that is endemic within Ireland in a sentence
This is for an old friend from Malibu.
I can only repeat what I said to you in The Bev Wil over 20 years ago, I am so sorry, when we dated you had so much more than me, I was young and stupid and when we were " friends" during my drunken years I could not help being a Fuck Up, I wanted my daughter, 4 years drunk until I found out there was no daughter.
There are no values left in this world, have you ever heard of Sciences Po a French Law School, to my way of thinking they were never as good as they thought they were, they have been dining out on the Grande Ecole Status for much too long, something from a bygone era.
I am fucking disgusted at the banality and depraved indifference of LDH extrapolating from history I expect Ludovic Trarieux would also be disgusted with them
France owes me a " Debt" that can never be paid, however NOBODY in France can even say sorry let alone attempt to make things right with me, Dreyfuss, Vichy, ME, I would give my grandmothers wooden leg to stand toe to toe with Macron I am sure a holocaust survivor would say the same about Pierre Laval, France choreographed my psychological holocaust.
Think of an old wise aunt you loved dearly, years later nothing is left she was ravaged by Alzheimer's, all that is left of her is a shell and loving memories of her in her prime, that is Amsterdam today ravaged with Alzheimer's. A banal appointed Mayor utterly inept does not have a fucking clue, however it ticks all those PC boxes, Femke Halsema is a professional imbecile, she told me there is nothing she can do about the sexual abuse of a young boy by a hotel owner in Noordwijk, we would need to Spinoza and Andre Hazes to figure out if Femke Halsema can do anything apart from verbally masturbate to edify the fake left that pour over drivel in V.N and Groen, a toxic woman.
Well I noticed this Talking Head interviewing a bland Dutch MP Jesse Klaver , WHY, it would make more sense to interview a Toasted Cheese Sandwich, Klaver is a dullard from a political party of well meaning idiots that could not get laid in a brothel, Klaver's banality and vacuity is however emblematic of The NL in 2023.
France failed MORAL INTEGRITY 4 times granted I know nothing about French Law however I am applying logic, common sense and decency and surely Somerset V Stewart is a universal maxim in the hearts of the good and just in the moral and philosophical sense.
France failed the 1 st time when the Prosecutor brought the case before the court, France failed the 2nd time when the Judge did not throw it out of Court in disgust or laughter., a month or so later France failed the 3rd time when the appellate court did not dismiss it, France failed the 4th time when 8 or 9 months later I am still waiting for a listing at the French Supreme Court and it is my position that Christophe Soulard The Chief Judge is ignorant and vulgar, logic, math, common sense France could not have failed 4 times unless that failure was choreographed to get rid of me and yes it was.France piggy backed on Irish Sectarian Hatred to get rid of me, it is all public record.
We even have a new shibboleth for IMBECILE, YOU TUBER.
Today the world is so fucking shallow, Preferred Pronoun Idiots, Woke Idiots, what the fuck would James Baldwin and W..E.B Du Bois and Dr King have to say about such mouse clicking tofu munching imbeciles?.
Look at the Fucking Banality in this world, Cobweb Clooney and Brad The Pitts are vying for the hearts of the imbecilic, Clooney wants the imbecilic to buy a Nexpreso coffee machine and Pitt wants the imbecilic to buy another coffee machine, My late daughters charity wanted people to buy O.R.S for children in 3 rd world hell holes.
Locking Clooney and Pitt in a cage where they could beat each other senseless with their coffee machines would edify the imbecilic, shoot it in 15 perf, Kino-Pravada for the imbecilic.
A few lines for ex old friends, I accept I was the one that wronged you, I also accept you all went " Above And Beyond" to help me during my drunken years, however that was 20 years ago, I no longer drink unless there is a reason.
As for old friends, if my monies fell from the heavens today I would pay every last one of you back and most of you would get an Electric Car that does 0 to 60 in 1.9, I am 20 years out of date with everything including cars however 0 to 60 in 1.9, Speaking Moron that would be AWESOME or re writing Eartha Kitt " I Want To Be Naughty" most of you would get one as a THANKS for putting up with my crap for 4 years, you would all be able to find your inner " HIM"
1 That ABOMINATION Gracen in jail ALL I WANT IN THIS WORLD.2 Find some dirt on Christiane Amanpour and bring her down so she cannot ever read the weather in Bumfuck, TN Amanpour makes my skin crawl, she has seen the blood and should know right from wrong, She is not a Fox News Moron she has seen the blood, blood that was spilled as people failed to do the right thing and then she fails to do the right thing, not only is my blood upon Amanpour's hands the blood of children in 3 rd world hell holes that my late daughters charity would have aided is upon Christiane Amanpours hands.
3, There are 2 VILE British Papers, The Independent and The Guardian, their Journalism " Style" is Masturbatory Drivel In Crayon penned by banal chimps that lurk in cubicles and clutch and their Crayola Discount Cards with such reverence almost deification, they are not Journalists, Douglas Adams, The Writer has the best idea what to do with such people, place them on a space ship that was programmed to fly into the sun, it was thought to be the kindest thing that could be done with such people.
Their drivel gets The Fake Left, The Loony Left, Limo Liberals, Gauche Caviar excited in The UK, A waste of fucking ink.
There are 2 people at those papers, THE SCUM OF THE EARTH, Katharine Viner and Christian Broughton, EXPOSE THEM.4 Any REAL SATIRISTS in this world, Private Eye is dead , Hislop is about as funny as syphilis, however any REAL SATIRISTS LEFT , NUKE IRELAND WITH SATIRE, If they are fucking with me today they could be fucking with you tomorrow, make that vulgar pissant nation the laughing stock of the planet NUKE IRELAND WITH WORDS. SATIRE IS NOT A CRIME IN CIVILIZED SOCIETY. ,