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Today  it is Thursday 28th March, I have been shit on day in day out by these vile people in this vile nation since I arrived.My Birthday came and went  my 59th.
What did I get for my Birthday?, this vile country shits on me day after day so I guess the shit is not a birthday present.
What did I get for my Birthday  an ignorant Welsh Man that was good enough to take his eyes off the Television I gave him to send me some ignorance with the computer I gave him for my birthday, the television worked and he got to fry his brain with drivel as I could be bothered to get off my fucking ass and install a Sat Dish for him  drivel from Astra works for him, I could be bothered getting off my ass and wiring his outhouses that would have cost him thousands for nothing, not a single word of honesty o decency ever came out of that mans mouth, all he ever did was USE a man with nothing and then in effect say Fuck You Chris and years later not an apology  just fucking ignorance, even after all my shit I still treat people the right way, it has been many years since anybody has treated me the right way.
Also a fucking vile and vulgar music teacher that goes through life using people, fucking toxic, I felt for him as a fellow " Fuck Up" he abused my kindness and compassion,  I got a bad attitude from him for my Birthday, ' Mommy Issues" and Coke coalesced  a FUCKING VILE MAN , Certain children my late daughters charity would have aided do not get to indulge anything as esoteric as "Mommy Issues" in their 40's they are too busy scratching in the dirt, they are too busy craving the W.H.O's E.M.L to worry about " Mommy Issues" in their 40's  HE IS UTTERLY FUCKING VILE. , That was my Birthday.
2  vile human beings that can only take from a man with nothing, in the last 10 years  or so only 3 people have treated me like a Human Being, Jean-Pierre a French man that saved my life, Carl a British Pianist I met when I was on the streets of London in 2014 when I was dealing with corruption at Camden Council  and Carole a  waitress in Menton.
I even  had a vile British Landlord  steal from me in France and what makes it worse is I tried to help him  a man with a limited skill set that was breaking his back working as a gardener in his 60's he thanks me by stealing from me, ANYBODY DECENT LEFT IN THIS FUCKED UP WORLD?.
I am sure it is a waste of time saying this as everything I have said for 22 years has been a waste of time as it has fallen upon vile ears, cowardly ears , self obsessed ears, vulgar ears.
However if  there are any Black Musicians  out there reading this that are REAL, people cut from the same cloth as say Thelonious Monk or Oscar Peterson rather than talentless constructs of  Muzak Inc like Kane West, P Diddy and Snoop Dog, a bag of rocks has more talent than talentless constructs of  Muzak Inc.
Yes it would help me, however it would also help refugee kids in that vulgar pissant rock that masquerades as a nation, why should refugee kids have to listen to " We Do Not Want Niggers In Ireland" think about that for a moment, a kid survived maybe a war torn nation or a banana republic and they are scraping the bottom of the barrel  Ireland, historically most people  that could count past 10 left Ireland in search of a larger canvas and to get away from the  provincial mind set, 2  examples , their pissant constitution penned by a yokel doffing his cap to Rome read about McQuaid ignorant and vulgar, in effect the Irish Constitution states " Free Speech is guaranteed provided the Gov of The Day like the content.
Secondly there used to be a  Kangaroo Court in Northern Ireland , 6 Counties in the North of the Island of Ireland that are still British and have the hots for King Billy.
The Kangaroo Court in Northern Ireland was called  a Diplock Court, The Republic of Ireland now has their very own kangaroo court , The Special Criminal Court.
The abused have become the abusers, that is Ireland, however it is worse than that using Standard DSM Drivel as Diagnostic Criteria if Ireland was a person rather than a Vulgar, Ignorant Racist Pissant Rock that masquerades as a nation she would be considered psychotic.
Any  REAL Black Musicians , NUKE THE RACIST NEANDERTHALS IN SONG, Something feel good, think Marley or Black Uhuru or if you wanted humor with a serious subtext re work " I am Woman" for Von der Leyen, ' I  am Imbecile, Hear me babble" use humor to expose the woman's banality and ignorance in effect she did not just say Fuck You Chris, she said Fuck You to refugee children in Ireland , such a song would chart if done by a " name" she would be the laughing stock globally, it would only be a matter of time until the vile woman resigned.
Not going to go into it here tired not enough  space, I have had dealings with the vile woman, I could have did due to her ignorance , self obsession and vulgarity and  I am happy to explain that to anybody, we do not need  Heinrich von Ofterdingen , all I and refugee children in Ireland need from that vulgar woman was integrity.
Yes it would help me but it would also help these kids, Ireland's provincial mindset is bad enough maybe beyond refugee kids but racism is not beyond them.
In " The Olden Days" I have been all over this world either a  journalist or as an adventure, I have never ever come across a people so utterly lacking in introspection as the Irish, can EVERYBODY  be wrong EVERYBODY from Pope Adrian, to Spencer to Disraeli to Priestly to a Crayon Twirling Chimp in the British Gutter Press
can everybody be wrong ?, am  I wrong  a vile and vulgar racist woman a Catherine Pierse abused legislation  in the name of Sectarian Hatred " My Kind" if Satire is a crime what would they want to do to Swift to Milligan, utterly vile , no sense of guilt or shame, they do not know any better my heart tells me to leave them to wallow in their ignorance and vulgarity I did not go after Pierse she went after me with a malicious prosecution, do your own research and make your own decision, all of this is Public Record, Pierse's malicious prosecution of me is all Public Record.
However if I have my day she will not even be able to get a job in McDonalds , it will be moral legal and just.
Refugee kids in Ireland have nobody, think of that Prancing Imbecile Ursula von der Leyen an utter fucking dullard from a political party of utter fucking dullards going back to Adenauer, however  opening your mouth about racism does not require depth or the wisdom of Solomon even a mindless fuck like Ursula von der Leyen  could open her fucking mouth if she had a just heart, the woman is fucking vile.
Will you open your mouth in song on behalf of refuge children in Ireland, they should not have to endure " We Do Not Want Niggers in Ireland "from Gov Officials.
I noticed a few words  online in the French press a new PM, in Ireland I have no received an apology from him,  I never will " My Kind" all they know is ignorance and hatred.
Anybody cares to take the Moral High Ground , yes it would help me , I want to sleep for a month , I want to get out of this fucking disgusting country and sleep for a month.
I am fucking ill and the medicine I need is not in a Merck it used to live in peoples hearts it was called decency, it was called morality, it was called integrity.
Just over an hour ago I am dealing with Choreographed Ignorance in a Newsagent, I will never go there again, I just want to sleep for a month, I want to get out of this disgusting country and scrub the stench of their cruelty and depravity from my heart.
The Danieli would be my choice a wonderful hotel, I want to sleep for a month and  then take a dog for a walk the days of Catullus 16 and fair maidens are behind me, I am a fucked up old man that had 22 years of his life stolen from him.
121.5  S.O.S UTTERLY FUCKING DISGUSTED    7700. Everything below predates this when I wanted to have my first Christmas in 22 years and this vile country even shit all over me for Christmas.
Anybody reading this, if you own public toilets give me a job cleaning them, If you have money I want to go to The Danieli sleep for a month and try and scrub the stench of depravity, ignorance, vulgarity and depraved indifference that this disgusting country has displayed towards me, I would like my first Christmas in 22 years, start with an email  LOSTSOMEWHERE@PROTONMAIL.COM

Any Dips reading this, Asylum Please, all I want is to be treated like a human being, I crave civility and integrity all I I can do is hope there is still a country left in this world that has values within her metaphoric heart, I am so utterly disgusted with this TOXIC COUNTRY.

I noticed something today that speaks volumes about my disgust with the  cowards and the self obsessed that do not want to get involved after hearing the name of " The Rapist In Chief " Bill Clinton.

An American black actor died at 61, I did not know him, I have only ever seen him play a doctor however I thought he had the intensity to  do Othello on stage and he is gone at 61, I am 58 the cowards and the self obsessed that do not want to get involved, you have been party to stealing 22 years of my life from me by the omission of an act, how do you sleep at night?., how long do I have left?., you have been party to stealing 22 years of my life from me, 22 years I can never get back, again how do you sleep at night?,
Somebody I did know a once athletic actor died from cancer at 57, I was watching a crappy movie he was in, he was throwing a ball  around with people in this movie, in real life other people and myself throwing a ball around with him on the beech in SM many years ago, we cannot do that anymore he is no longer here his light went out, he was a decent human being such a rarity in this day and age.

I am 58 what if  had died at 57 and my last night on the planet was one of a homeless wretch, again how do you sleep at night?, I will despise the cowards and the self obsessed until the day I die, look at your hands that is my blood and the blood of children in 3rd world hell holes that my late daughters charity would have aided, how do you sleep at night?

 if my old friend from Malibu is reading this, I ask for a loan like I ask if you scroll down, I would give half to the man that saved my life , I owe him so much money and I would  be able take a breath for the first time in over 20 years.
If the answer to that is no, can I interest you in an investment?, I will restore it for you and make it " AD" STUNNING  and if I recovered funds and you wanted to sell it I would buy it from you, I am fucking drowning I am clutching at straws. www. castellomontaltodora.com  it is 4.85 Euro, what would you get in LA for 4.85 , a small monstrosity by a Howard Roark wannabe.

My late daughters charity was fundamentally flawed, a true " Amicus Humani Generis" would want to give Condoms, RU486 and I.U.D'S to people, my late daughters charity was fundamentally flawed, however at least I tried, what did you do?. my heart was in the right place, where was yours?. 

This world is utterly fucked, I noticed something that would be funny if it was not so sad, shades of Andre Malraux meets Monty Python COP 28 , a bunch of idiots burn fossil fuels to fly to Dubai once they get there they will talk crap about Climate Change , fuck high end hookers and drink first growths and prance around like peacocks enraptured with their self perceived importance, this world is wrong I want to nail the door closed and never be seen again.

Talking of Prancing Buffoons, if the one on the 38th Floor wanted to make himself useful and that would be a first, he could threaten to dispatch Madonna to Dubai to get her tits out if they do not play nice although there could be issues with the 8th and I wonder what Sharia Law says about the public display of geriatric tits.

Joking to one side what an utter waste of money as children starve.

A month until Christmas I wonder if France will give me back my teeth she took from me for Christmas, France took my teeth from me as she bought an I Phone for a man that murdered a school teacher called Samuel Paty,   Liberte, Egalite, Fraternite,  excuse me whilst I vomit if Jean-Paul Marat was alive he would be in tears watching that prancing buffoon that infests The Elysee.  

France even took my fucking teeth from me, I have difficulty chewing, Liberte, Egaite, Fraternite , AGAIN, EXCUSE ME WHILST I VOMIT.

I noticed a few days ago a WACKO murdered a German Nurse in Paris, the prosecutor  is an ignorant vulgar man however we are talking a WACKO that MURDERED somebody that worked SAVING LIVES, however no Court in France or any Western Nation would take the WACKO'S teeth from him as punishment for MURDER, however FRANCE TOOK MY TEETH FROM ME AND I COMMITTED NO CRIME.

What is worth noting about this ignorant prosecutor, his ignorance was a " TRIGGER" that caused me to make note of his ignorance one  that I will expound on in my book if I have my day, however what if his ignorance was a " TRIGGER" to a WACKO and the WACKO hurt people, NOBODY CARES, THAT IS FRANCE IN 2023.

Clearly  M Jourdain AKA Macron has issues with gerontophilia a " strange" paraphilia according to my heart, however each to their own however it does not affect moral faculty, he could not claim to be a MORALLY REPUGNANT ASSHOLE due to mental incapacity at a 730 hearing.

I can be found at 122 Blvd St Germain, Paris 75005 begging in front of a green recycle container and I can be reached by voicemail or text on + 31 6 5116 5200 everything below in red ink starting with Irish ignorance and vulgarity on July 3rd predates this.

My old friend from Pullach if you are reading this PLEASE FORGIVE ME, Drunk Chris was over 20 years ago after loosing my daughter, I hardly drink anymore.

Frankly given the state of the media today I have no idea what I would do with the info if I had it, however there is a French and a Belgian politician who's hands are dripping with my blood and the blood of children in 3rd world hell holes my late daughters charity would have aided, help with background please?. there will be so much dirt

I AM ILL CAN YOU FORGIVE ME?.

As for the COWARDS and THE SELF OBSESSED, I am adding one last sentence here, those that COWER under their beds upon hearing the name Clinton, I guess " BIG TOUGH RAPISTS " are scary for COWARDS.

Basket Cases such as I V Big Tough Rapists such as Clinton, I wonder who is the better man, one example, 2006  I was in a hick town and there was somebody there I thought was pretty and she was such a rarity in that town she had a brain,  my dick was plotting " Operation Ingress " however I never made a move as my heart told my dick to leave her alone as she needed a friend and a fuck not a basket case and a fuck and Clinton is a rapist, who is the better man?, hindsight is a wonderful thing, I should have made a move as she turned out to be an awful person

Last few weeks I have been emailing mindless box ticking diplomats, in this day and age from  That Prancing Buffoon on the 38th floor down they have the moral and emotional faculty of a bag of rocks.
.I would like to sit down and have a cup of coffee with somebody with a gentle heart and a moral backbone but would march through the gates of a Catholic Hell clutching Von Clausewitz if it was the right thing to do. if such a person exists I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU NOTHING LEFT TO SAY      SEETHING IN DISGUST.
Somebody made a suggestion to me in an email a few weeks ago, however I cannot do any more emails, my fingers are out of gas, somebody suggested " Chief Diversity Officers" re Ireland, in theory possible, however mostly " Uncle Tom" or " Aunt Jemima" ethnic types with a Mickey Mouse Degree from a Mickey Mouse Uni with a subscription to The New Republic or The Atlantic, know a lot about tofu and doff their caps to Corp Dross and hang out in The Pottery Barn at the weekend.

.However in theory could be somebody decent there, I cannot do any more emails, if you can start with Fortune 500 Companies Chief Diversity Officers, if you could find a " Della Reese Type" she would eat them for breakfast, if you had a wise old grandfather one piece of advice he may offer you is Do Not Mess With Della Reese.

I put this out there no doubt pointless, I have tried so many things, trying to have my first Christmas in over 20 years,  anybody left from the music industry in London in the 80's that remembers me, I never learned to play that DX7, however he looked " hot" in his flight case standing at the bar in The Intrepid Fox or The Spice of Life or even " Slumming it" in the Kit Kat Club in Westborne Grove, he had this air about him almost waiting for Paganini's  wife and sister to blow him.

 Faking Levity, however anybody care to re work Helen Reddy's " I Am Woman" for Ursula von der Leyen "  I Am Imbecile, Hear Me Babble" spun the right way it would chart.

Anybody real left in the Legal Profession?, how about C.L.E for RACIST IRISH NEANDERTHALS Start them with MCGOWAN V MARYLAND and then move on to LUM V RICE.

What truly shows there is no hope for this world, anybody that remembers what the Netherlands used to be.30 to 40 years ago if she was a person she would have been a Wise Old Mensch, in 2023 The NL has displayed her ignorance and vulgarity to the world in 15 perf.

The wackos took 37 seats.

Think of a Wise Old Mensch that was EVERYBODY'S FRIEND, Think of a Sweet Little Old Dear that would always lend a hand and then one day she started swinging a bag of bricks at people, what went wrong? ,

That is the NL  " THE WACKOS,  PVV" are swinging bags of bricks at people that are not like them , who are the PVV?, THEY ARE SEMI LITERATE WHITE TRASH, what would a parent say to a child if? that child said

" WHY IS A SEMI LITERATE RACIST WACKO THE SPEAKER OF THE PARLIAMENT?, IS RACISM GOOD MOMMY?, WHO SHOULD I HATE MOMMY?, WHO DO YOU AND DAD HATE MOMMY?."     " ALSO MOMMY WHAT IS A TOWEL HEAD MOMMY?, WHAT IS A NIGGER MOMMY?, WHAT IS A KIKE MOMMY?, WHAT IS A SPICK MOMMY?,  MY FRIEND SAID ANNE FRANK WAS A KIKE, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN MOMMY?."

The strangest thing about all of this in the NL, think of the old movie, La Regle Du Jeu however rather than it being directed by Renoir is was directed by Big Bird, that is the NL now after " The Wackos" took 37 seats, it is business as usual, like ordering a Gin and Tonic as the titanic is sinking, the Dutch are playing with their I Phones as their nation sunk

.I would have thought that as Head Of State, Koning Van Klootzak would have addressed the nation in tears at her spiritual and moral death.

I looked on line at the banality of the Dutch Press, the banality of the crayon twirling chimps, looking online broadcast media, their country has died and a prime time talk show are 2 dullards Khalid and Sophie interviewing fellow dullards " Would you like some LI Carbonate with your coffee?" Maybe Khalid should fuck Sophie, it would be an emotional act rather than the mindless banality.

Geert Wilders and The P.V.V are utterly VILE, The P.V.V is a VILE Political Party that exists so vulgar uneducated knuckle dragging neanderthals can spout drivel at each other and blame immigrants for everything.

Frankly the Dutch have become even more stupid that I thought, I expected rank and file VVD to defect to one of the 2 so called Christian Parties, they defected to a political party ran by a vulgar racist man that preaches hatred, immigrants are an easy target for the mindless that need somebody to blame.

The Dutch would do better looking within at what ails the nation, years and years of utter systemic banality thrust upon the Dutch people by the V.V.D  a grey dull political party populated with those that could not get laid in De Wallen.

 I noticed " A Mindless Chimp" a Frans Timmermans  " The Leader" of 2 banal blah, blah, blah Dutch Political Parties utterly lacking in introspection, banal verbal masturbation in the Dutch press , maybe a little honesty would go down well along the lines of " I am a mindless box ticking chimp that does not have a fucking clue"  look at his fucking background , it screams mindless banality , not a leader and I have had dealings with him and he is morally repugnant, forgetting that , his utter lack of introspection speaks volumes, the NL'S lack of introspection speaks volumes, Nero Fiddled as Rome Burned, The Dutch play with their I Phones during the NETHERLANDS MORAL DEATH KNELL PVV and WILDERS , The Netherlands has died," Sit Tibi Terra Levis"   " Alav Ha Sholom"  or earthier terms FUCKING SAD, that country that was once known for tolerance and wisdom is no more, no phoenix but ignorance and vulgarity has risen from her ashes in the guise of Geert Wilders and his band of vile and vulgar knuckle dragging semi literate racist neanderthals is what has risen from the ashes.

What speaks volumes of the banality within the NL  that manufactured a society where a WACKO like Wilder's could thrive, in the Dutch Media " The Crayon Twirling Chimps" that lurk in cubicles doff their caps to their Corp Overlords and masquerade as journalists are conducting a post mortem on the election they are interviewing " Good Little Tenured  Chimps" that lurk in one of what were 2 august seats of learning in Amsterdam, both Uni's in Amsterdam lack substance in this day and age,nobody in the Law or Philosophy Dept of either Amsterdam Uni's cared  about the sexual abuse of a boy aged between 6 and 8 in Noordwijk in 2017.

 They are very much like the Pink Floyd Video " Another Brink In The Wall" they pump out good little chimps that will lurk in a box masquerading as a house in Almere or Leyleystad and say bah, bah, bah to Ralph Hamers along the lines of I am a good little serf would you like to kick me in the head Mr Hamers, I will be a good little serf Mr Hamers's can I have an I Phone Please ?, But naturally I am a moron Sub Prime Interest . after all I am a moron ,Snap Je Dat.

Well the Crayon Wielding Chimps and Alleged Academics are dissecting the election with utter banality sentences like " The Populist Narrative" FUCK OFF IMBECILE, even now they do not address their societal failings that allowed a wacko like Wilders to take 37 seats, they are speaking DRIVEL "  The Populist Narrative" call it like it is who are the Populists, THEY ARE MORONS, they are not " The Workers" as in another time and place the workers would have been reading Marx and Engels and would have given Ralph Hamers a pick axe and put him down a coal mine.  

Well they would do that unless they figured out it is pointless as they read Animal Farm and Fred's quote about he who fights with monsters, It shows the there is no hope for this world when a wacko like Wilders can take 37 seats, Historians will remember Wilders victory as the Netherlands Spiritual  And Moral Death Knell, the Netherlands is now a " Failed State" in the spiritual and moral sense.

30 years ago people would have been laughing at Wilder's DRIVEL and he would have been spouting his mindless diatribe to a cow in the middle of a field, 30 years ago nobody would have wanted to listen to a RACIST WACKO like Geert Wilders and in 2023 that country that was once known for compassion and wisdom will probably have a RACIST WACKO as the next PM.

I watched the Netherlands moral decline for years every time I passed through the NL, they went from kindness and compassion to depraved indifference, if Anne Frank was bleeding to death on the Damrak nobody would care any more they would walk over her or stop to check her pocket for an I Phone, personally I experienced depraved indifference from so many people and the last time I was in the NL this disgusting man that knew who I was and of my plight in Bruna a Dutch chain of shops thought it would be great fun to screw with me.

November 24th nothing left inside me, those that turned their back on me I will despise until he day I die, not ego not how dare you turn your back on Chris, it is how dare you turn your back on anybody that has been abused and violated the way I have.2023 Nobody is marching over the bridge in Selma, AL.

2023 nobody has any understanding of Lynyrd Skynyrd's words in Sweet Home Alabama, " We All Did What We Had To Do"  2023 we have mindless fucks with a Twitter Account that call themselves activists, 2023 we have imbeciles virtue signaling fellow imbeciles on change.org Corp Scum dressed up as a philanthropic N.G.O .

Those that turned their back on me can never ever redeem themselves in my eyes even if they had a moral epiphany ," The Grifter In The Dress " in Rome is the one that sells redemption not I 

.Anybody I have not reached out to feel free to reach out to me I only have 1 DEMAND, HONESTY and My HEART TAKES OATH that 75 percent of recovered funds would go to the needy direct.

If you have money I would like to go on a road trip taking the slow route to Venice and check into the Danieli and sleep for a month, if you own pubic toilets give me a job cleaning them as cleaning shit out of toilets is better than begging on the streets of Paris.

Humor to make a valid point, I would like to email the Captain of The Republican Guard and ask him when can I " Pop Over" to The Elysee and stand toe to toe with that vile and vulgar buffoon Jourdain AKA Macron and say you can have the first punch.

Again as I say below I am a man of peace, however do you not think a survivor of the Vel d'Hiv roundup would have liked to have stood toe to toe with Pierre Laval?. 

I talk about this below, one cannot expect any better from Ireland, I expected so much better from France.

Almost  18 months later no apology from France not that I would accept one, could Pierre Laval have walked over the corpses in Auschwitz and said sorry? first Drefyus then Vichy and now Hepburn, Liberte, Egalite, Fraternite, EXCUSE ME WHILST I VOMIT.

However nobody in France even tried saying sorry to me I do not even have the years of RSA (Welfare) that France owes me and France owes me a lot more than RSA.

Gallows Humor there is a Russian lady and a Romanian lady I would like to ask them about their thoughts on troilism . I would them like to head up to the 17e and buy a Ducati Monster alas I cannot do any of those things I am ill, homeless and begging on the streets of Paris as that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen is spending funds that belonged to my late daughters charity and  I. 

Last few weeks in effect I tried 3 times offering my hand as a Gentleman to a disgusting Belgian Minister although I did not know he was disgusting  the first time I offered my hand in the metaphoric sense, 3 times I tried that and in effect 3 times he said Fuck Off Chris, however he did not only say Fuck Off Chris he said Fuck Off to children in 3rd world hell holes that my late daughters charity would have aided

.I was also told to die by a drunk self obsessed Welsh Man no doubt using a laptop I gave him after taking his eyes off a television I gave him long enough to insult me.This world is utterly fucked all I want to do is to go to a country that will treat me like a human being.
On Friday November 17th a vile woman a Paula Corrigan from the Irish Law Library tried to start an email fight with me.They are the Governing Body for Barristers in Ireland the term barrister in Ireland does not carry the gravitas that the term once carried in the UK but it speaks to SECTARIAN HATRED being present in all walks of life within Ireland.

I tried finding integrity from EU Bodies from " The Turgid Toxic Troika" down all I found was utter banality

.For those not familiar with " The Turgid Toxic Troika" I refer to Von Der Leyen , Metsola, and Michel, collectively they have the moral faculty of a bag of rocks.

There  is a man that saved my life I owe him so much money, I love him like a brother he saved my life he hardly says a word to me anymore as he is angry with me as I have not paid him back , I understand that and I would run into a burning building for him however I cannot crap bullion or gemstones so I can pay him back.

Anybody that I have not reached out to feel free to reach out to me, I am so fucking disgusted with peoples lack of humanity and the one that disgusts me the most is Idaho's Norma Desmond, I told her everything about my late daughters charity and that ABOMINATION Gracen and with millions in the bank she would not even give me a sandwich.

All these years later no guilt and shame from her or any quarter . So many people know what this is about not ego I am nobody, Gracen is nobody but the Clinton angle and who my biological grandmother may or may not have been nobody in 20 years said " How Can I help Chris" 

I no longer notice ladies I am old and fucked up, however I noticed one a few weeks ago that served me in a shop , ever so pretty I walked away with a melancholy chuckle thinking if I was younger I would have polished my " Wooing Head" and tried saying hello.

I walked away with a melancholy chuckle and Clinton is a rapist, who is the better man?.  I talk below about a town in the UK that is the asshole of the UK, they have formed a Town Council.

However a bunch of vile yokels will have a ball prancing around and being " important" I am sure most people would want to weep or scream if they were forced to listen to the yokels grunt at each other

.However the yokels will have a ball grunting at each other, I have not known a moments happiness since Nov 8th 2002 , I am not anhedonic I am a homeless wretch, that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen took everything I had and left me to die upon the streets of Paris.

Kindness and Compassion there is a lady I have never met but I knew the family a million years ago they are good people, she is a good person that a yokel police department crapped all over, all that matters to them is convictions, people no longer matter to the police in the UK. 

If I had a Magic Wand I would like to dispatch Sir Galahad to invite her to dinner, where she is men grunt and drag their knuckles on the ground, I care about her, alas no magic wands, who cares about me, you do not need a magic wand all you need in your heart is a little integrity and compassion.

The whole dynamic of policing has changed in the UK, A British Bobby was EVERYBODY'S FRIEND, policing in the UK now is an US AND THEM dynamic , that is what happens when society stops caring.

13 years ago almost my Landlord's Mother in Law a sweet old " British Battleaxe" said to me it is a new decade learn to live again, I was sitting on the stoop looking at a field in Normandy 50150, Christmas Eve I had a smoke due to this sweet little old lady that grew her own for arthritis, I was sitting on the stoop looking at the cat thinking I wish 2 skin actresses a Nessa and a Mia lived next door and they invited me over for a coffee and a bottle of baby oil and the cat looked at me with this " Good Luck  with that I am off next door to fuck this Ginger Tom senseless."

Any actors out there I have not reached out to that want to do " The Playboy Of The Western World" lets put Irish ignorance on the map, lets echo Yeats Words at The Plough And The Stars " Irish Genius At Work Again" in 2023 " Irish Genius" is her systemic racial hatred, I will do Cristy Mahon I have done it before but not word perfect.

Until the day I die I will despise those that failed me , I could never ever have any interaction with such scum, using a metaphor if Idaho's Norma Desmond was on fire I would not piss on her as continuing the metaphor she watched me burn for over 20 years she watched me burn in a sisyphean manner for over 20 years.

Can anybody I have not reached out to reach out to me?, if you own Public Toilets I will clean them, if you have money I want to go to The Danieli and sleep for a month. 

Tidied up some typos, 25 Nov, I noticed something this morning Blad are slumming it making glass for a mobile phone company, the 500 series were ICONIC now they are making glass for toys.

Brassens said it better than I ever could he even had diacritics 

  "  Le siecie ou nous vivons est un siecle pourri. 

Tout n'est que lachete, bassesse, Les plus grands assassins vont aux plus grandes messes et sont des plus grands rois les plus favoris. 

Homage de l'auteur a ceux qui l'ont compris, Et merde aux autres" 

The world is fucked,  anybody I have not reached out to 121.5 SOS 

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I did file my Judicial Review in Dublin 3rd July, however dealing with Irish Racism and Sectarian Hatred I feel like Steve Biko's wife or Simon Wiesenthal trying to make sense out of peoples hatred and ignorance, any interaction with those people makes me want to puke, I doubt holocaust victims wanted to debate The Enabling Act with Roland Freisler.

I sent it to The Registrar and over 400 people in  The Irish Dept of Justice and Irish Gov Bodies a few more to try ,only 1 reply after all " My Kind" is a Non Person in Ireland, the one person that replied wants me to embark on a Wagnerian Paper Trail, as I knew they would, there is no end to their perversity, depravity and sectarian hatred 11 or 12 years later.

A day later a couple of blah blah blah, my brain hurts blah blah blah replies could be normal from admin staff, however what is not normal is 11 or 12 years later is some people at the Court still want to torment " My Kind" by setting me tasks to get my JR before the Court, Tasks that range from pointless to  impossible, no guilt, no shame within any quarter.

How are refugee children meant to deal with such racial hatred.

On Tuesday 11th The High Court " lost" my JR on Friday 14th it is not in " The Correct Format" there is no end to their fucking depravity and sectarian hatred, " The Correct Format" no doubt it needed signing in my blood as according to Ireland over 300 years ago my forebears fought with King Billy's men rather than James's, on Tuesday 18th July I resubmitted my JR using their forms and guess what  "  IT IS IN THE WRONG FORMAT AGAIN" I used their forms, but it is " wrong" again.
" My Kind" is disenfranchised from seeking redress within the Irish Courts, lets talk of emotion before I get to law, I wonder how the children felt in Lum V Rice, almost a 100 years later I wonder how refugee children in Donegal feel after hearing Irish Gov Officials state " We Do Not Want Niggers In Ireland"I will put off filing until Monday 24th, I cannot face another punch from Ireland today, I will try a seat of banality  The ECHR , "Nec Spe Nec Metu "looking for disgust but I will not find it.I crave civilized people with a moral backbone.

I emailed every Judge in Ireland and pleaded with them to do everything in their power to see my case is brought before the Court in a timely manner, again nobody is disgusted at racism and sectarian hatred, I expect they think I am " bothering" them with " trivia" again, do you consider racism and sectarian hatred to be " trivia".

I filed my JR again on Monday 24th and at 16.02 Z The Court sent me some forms or they said they did, they " FORGOT" to attach them, utterly depraved designed to torment " My Kind", On Tuesday I emailed the Court to let them know they " forgot" to attach the forms yesterday however alas on Tuesday 25th nobody will deign to reply to " My Kind" any one of these acts of depravity could have been the " Trigger" that caused a homeless wretch to end their life, however still the hatred comes from Ireland..

Wed 25th still no reply for " My Kind" from the Court, Thur 26th still no reply for " My Kind" ,Fri 27 at 10.23 I emailed the Court again a polite email still no reply for " My Kind" I also emailed every member of The Irish Parliament no reply for " My Kind", almost a month trying to get my case before the Court.

I emailed them again this morning, still no listing date, I am fucking sick of ignorant neanderthals who's hearts are awash with hatred, Trial By Ordeal was outlawed by The Lateran Council in 1215, I assume that includes the Psychological Torture Ireland has subjected me to, 1215 a nice year, Runnymede, Surrey people got off their ass for what was right, I am so sick of their ignorance and hatred, I will not be emailing them again, if anybody grows  a conscience DO SOMETHING, Utterly Disgusted.
I did complain to an Angela Denning The Chief Executive of the Irish  Court, Guess What?, No Reply " My Kind"

In effect Plessy V Ferguson made hatred legal, people got off their ass, Brown to the C.R.A not worth the paper it was printed on but a start, nobody is getting off their ass in Ireland racial and sectarian hatred is so firmly ingrained within Irish society it is considered normal, will you get off your ass?, Do you consider it normal for Irish Gov Officials to state " We Do Not Want Niggers In Ireland"

If anybody wants to do THE RIGHT THING file Amicus Briefs  HIGHCOURTCENTRALOFFICE@COURTS.IE any of the Journalists in SA I emailed feel free to email them and ask them when my case will be heard, Donald Woods did the right thing emulate him.

They cannot see beyond hatred, they throw more hatred at me when an apology is due, if anybody that does not know the Irish Legal System wants a true understanding of the abused becoming the abusers look up 2 words S.C.C and Diplock and weep as that speaks to how sad, broken and primitive it truly is.I would rather be on another planet than such people, however 11 or 12 years later they still spew sectarian hatred all over me.

Irish history  speaks volumes of the racial and sectarian hatred that is considered normal  when Hitler butchered 6 million Jews and young boys were dying on battlefields Ireland did nothing, they renamed genocide " The Emergency"

That is not quite true they did something,  in 1943 a member of the Irish Parliament an Oliver Flanagan stated in Parliament that " Jews Should Be Deported From Ireland"   his statement is considered quite normal in Ireland as he was The Minister of Defense until 1977, Ireland has a long history of antisemitism, the Irish are so insular, zenophobic and utterly lacking in introspection or any sense of guilt or shame, they consider hatred to be normal.

If ANYBODY has any decency within their hearts join me and file Amicus Brief's, THROW PAPER AT THE RACIST NEANDERTHALS.

However The Award for Banality and Ineptitude goes to an Irish NGO called   " Front Line Defenders "  sounds ever so grand, a shame about that Banality and Ineptitude thing and then there is the thing about a bunch of idiots than can " Talk The Talk" but they cannot " Walk The Walk"  an open offer for you BUFFOONS , The Ukraine , Lets go tomorrow, I challenge any " Box Ticking Chimp "  at Front Line Defenders lets go to The Ukraine I have the skills of a Medic, LETS GO., A LITTLE VISCERAL FOR YOU? You should be ashamed of yourselves, I am REAL you are not, you think I am bluffing?, call it.

When a child's BP  is dropping and if you do not stop the bleeding the child will die,YOU CANNOT TICK A FUCKING BOX to save that child.
They teach their children to hate and they will teach their children to hate and it is considered NORMAL IN Ireland.

One thing that speaks volumes about Irish misplaced hatred, if my life time the VILEST Politician that ever walked in the western world was Thatcher, she BUTCHERED the UK with GREED, Listening to Michael Higgins Ireland's vile and vulgar racist President eulogize her one would have thought he was eulogizing his favorite Aunt.

Surely he should have been leading Ireland in song " Ding Dong The Witch Is Gone, The Witch Is Dead" at the news of her death, Thatcher's hands are awash with Irish blood mine are not.

Frank McCourt  sums up the absurdity of sectarian hatred in Angela's Ashes where one of the aunts is combing one of the boys hair and she says " Stand Still You Have Silly Proddy Hair You Got From Your Father From The North"   he sums up the ignorance that is endemic within Ireland in a sentence

This is for an old friend from Malibu.
I can only repeat what I said to you in The Bev Wil over 20 years ago, I am so sorry, when we dated you had so much more than me, I was young and stupid and when we were " friends" during my drunken years I could not help being a Fuck Up, I wanted my daughter, 4 years drunk until I found out there was no daughter.
There are no values left in this world, have you ever heard of Sciences Po a French Law School, to my way of thinking they were never as good as they thought they were, they have been dining out on the Grande Ecole Status for much too long, something from a bygone era.

I am fucking disgusted at the banality and depraved indifference of LDH extrapolating from history I expect Ludovic Trarieux would also be disgusted with them

France owes me a " Debt" that can never be paid, however NOBODY in France can even say sorry let alone attempt to make things right with me,  Dreyfuss, Vichy, ME, I would give my grandmothers wooden leg to stand toe to toe with Macron I am sure a holocaust survivor would say the same about Pierre Laval, France choreographed my psychological holocaust.

There are no values left in this world, The NL used to work well, now they do not even care about the sexual abuse of a young boy by a hotel owner in Noordwijk.

Think of an old wise aunt you loved dearly, years later nothing is left she was ravaged by Alzheimer's, all that is left of her is a shell and loving memories of her in her prime, that is Amsterdam today ravaged with Alzheimer's. A  banal appointed Mayor utterly inept does not have a fucking clue, however it ticks all those PC boxes, Femke Halsema is a professional imbecile, she told me there is nothing she can do about the sexual abuse of a young boy by a hotel owner in Noordwijk, we would need to Spinoza and Andre Hazes to figure out if Femke Halsema can do anything apart from verbally masturbate to edify the fake left that pour over drivel in V.N and Groen, a toxic woman.

Well I noticed this Talking Head interviewing a bland Dutch MP Jesse Klaver , WHY, it would make more sense to interview a Toasted Cheese Sandwich, Klaver is a dullard from a political party of well meaning idiots that could not get laid in a brothel, Klaver's banality and vacuity is however emblematic of The NL in 2023.

France failed MORAL INTEGRITY 4 times granted I know nothing about French Law however I am applying logic, common sense and decency and surely Somerset V Stewart is a universal maxim in the hearts of the good and just in the moral and philosophical sense.

France failed the 1 st time when the Prosecutor brought the case before the court, France failed the 2nd time when the Judge did not throw it out of Court in disgust or laughter., a month or so later France failed  the  3rd time when the appellate court did not dismiss it, France failed the 4th time when 8 or 9 months later I am still waiting for a  listing at the French Supreme Court and it is my position that Christophe Soulard The Chief Judge is ignorant and vulgar, logic, math, common sense France could not have failed 4 times unless that failure was choreographed to get rid of me and yes it was.France piggy backed on Irish Sectarian Hatred to get rid of me, it is all public record.
We even have a new shibboleth for IMBECILE, YOU TUBER.
Today the world is so fucking shallow, Preferred Pronoun Idiots, Woke Idiots, what the fuck would James Baldwin and W..E.B Du Bois and Dr King have to say about such mouse clicking tofu munching imbeciles?.
Look at the Fucking Banality in this world, Cobweb Clooney and Brad The Pitts are vying for the hearts of the imbecilic, Clooney wants the imbecilic to buy a Nexpreso coffee machine and Pitt wants the imbecilic to buy another coffee machine, My late daughters charity wanted people to buy O.R.S for children in 3 rd world hell holes.

Locking Clooney and Pitt in a cage where they could beat each other senseless with their coffee machines would edify the imbecilic, shoot it in 15 perf, Kino-Pravada for the imbecilic.
A few lines for ex  old friends, I accept I was the one that wronged you, I also accept you all went " Above And Beyond" to help me during my drunken years, however that was 20 years ago, I no longer drink unless there is a reason.
As for old friends, if my monies fell from the heavens today I would pay every last one of you back and most of you would get an Electric Car that does 0 to 60 in 1.9, I am 20 years out of date with everything including cars however 0 to  60 in 1.9,  Speaking Moron that would be  AWESOME or re writing Eartha Kitt " I Want To Be Naughty" most of you would get one as a THANKS for putting up with my crap for 4 years, you would all be able to find your inner " HIM"
1 That ABOMINATION Gracen in jail ALL I WANT IN THIS WORLD.2 Find some dirt on Christiane Amanpour and bring her down so she cannot ever read the weather in Bumfuck, TN Amanpour makes my skin crawl, she has seen the blood and should know right from wrong, She is not a Fox News Moron she has seen the blood, blood that was spilled as people failed to do the right thing and then she fails to do the right thing, not only is my blood upon Amanpour's hands the blood of children in 3 rd world hell holes that my late daughters charity would have aided is upon Christiane Amanpours hands.

3, There are 2 VILE British Papers, The Independent and The Guardian, their Journalism " Style" is Masturbatory Drivel In Crayon penned by banal chimps that lurk in cubicles and clutch and  their Crayola Discount Cards with such reverence almost deification, they are not Journalists, Douglas Adams, The Writer has the best idea what to do with such people, place them on a space ship that was programmed to fly into the sun, it was thought to be the kindest thing that could be done with such people.

Their drivel gets The Fake Left, The Loony Left, Limo Liberals, Gauche Caviar excited in The UK, A waste of fucking ink.

There are 2 people at those papers, THE SCUM OF THE EARTH, Katharine Viner and Christian Broughton, EXPOSE THEM.4 Any REAL SATIRISTS in this world, Private Eye is dead , Hislop is about as funny as syphilis, however any REAL SATIRISTS LEFT , NUKE IRELAND WITH SATIRE, If they are fucking with me today they could be fucking with you tomorrow, make that vulgar pissant nation the laughing stock of the planet NUKE IRELAND WITH WORDS. SATIRE IS NOT A CRIME IN CIVILIZED SOCIETY. ,

 

                                                                     CHRIS@MORALOUTRAGE.ORG   
Christmas Again, Utterly Fucking disgusted, I have not had a Christmas in 20 years.
So far this Christmas 2 vile and vulgar British MP'S, Ben Bradshaw and Bambos Charalambous think it is funny to ask a homeless man his address, I expect they would have had a ball at Auschwitz mocking Jewry, Zeit Gezunt, 2 vulgar scumbags, that is the UK Today.
Granted the same could be said for me, however if the UK was a dog and not a country it would be put to sleep.
one last update Feb 4 2023, utterly fucking disgusted.
The  saddest thing is even if I got all my money back tomorrow I cannot get back the 20 years of my life that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen has stolen from me.
At best on a good day with " Serving Wenches" and Coke all I can ever do and this is at best is a Basket Case doing Noel Coward doing Gore Vidal.
I will never know love what my heart truly craved, faithful   with somebody I loved with a clutch of children running around conceived out of love and if Ford and Elites List turned up naked my  autonomic response  would be " Get Thee To A Nunnery, fiends" .
I can never get me back, that ABOMINATION Elizabeth  Gracen destroyed that man, Who came to my aid NO FUCKER, SHAME ON YOU.
Anybody feels any guilt and shame I mention this below TALKING ABOUT THAT RACIST IRISH SCUM LIAM WARD, I looked on Google, take a camera crew and the 3 actresses you need are Lindsay Kay Howard, Gwendoline Christie and Lisa Leslie, dress them up post apocalyptic mil garb, Lisa Leslie is Black 6, 5 , Liam Ward would be hiding under his desk screaming for his mother or a  priest.
Guilt and shame, any real journalists left, deconstruct , Siofra O'Leary and why de facto affirmative action is wrong wrapped up in the Idiot Logic of the C.O.E, "Identity Politics Program"  as seen by dullards trying to be Politically Correct, deconstruct, Beyesian Math, Hegelian Logic , 27 Member nations and a yokel from Ireland is the best choice. HELLO.
A couple of idiots that were in the right place at the right time brought Nixon down, bringing down a corrupt Irish Judge a walk in the park.
Old friend from Pullach,  can you find it in your heart to forgive me?, dig into O 'Leary, everything you can find out.
Also any satirists real satirists left rather than Chimps with crayons clutching their WGA card, get your pens out for the common good.
Michel Higgins is a toxic vulgar little man use satire to make him and his vulgar racist nation the laughing stock globally start with the Irish Occams Razor " All Things Being Equal Paddy Will Find A Way To Fuck It Up"
Also Olivier Wendeel-Holmes's " Secret Mission" Condoms For Ireland think Buck V Bell. Lastly Ireland has over 100 staff at their Mission to the EU, Why?  easier to stick their bank account number on the door and go home, Ireland has given nothing to any other countries in Europe, all she did was take, 100's of billions aid from other EU Countries " Infrastructure for Paddy" if Ireland fell off the map tomorrow nobody would notice, all Ireland has ever given the world is about half a dozen writers of note. from the original EU15, 14 nations threw money in Ireland's begging bowl and they still fucked up. .
British people of a certain age will understand this, The EU to Ireland was what the D.H.S.S was to Scousers in the 1980's , Scousers in chorus " Where is me Giro" , Ireland got the largest Giro ever from 14 Nations and they still fucked up.
When it comes to Ireland satire writes itself, however I do not want to write it, any thought of that country makes me want to puke. Brooks is past it, however  "History of Ireland," with people that can write and know Irish history, win, win a sack of money for corp  scum and it helps refugee children.
Ireland as a nation is FUCKING TOXIC, racism is considered normal, do your own research, that would however involve giving a fuck about something else but yourself, THE SECTARIAN HATRED IRELAND PUKES ALL OVER ME IS AKIN TO KICKING THE CRAP OUT OF A CRIPPLE GIVEN MY BACKGROUND, Do your own research.
All my hell on the streets and that fucking vulgar pissant ignorant nation Ireland still pukes her Sectarian Hatred all over me, NOBODY has any sense of introspection, guilt or shame however they excel in depravity and moral bankruptcy.
Any real journalists left dig into Catherine Pierse the Irish DPP ,SHE HAS PUKED SECTARIAN HATRED ALL OVER ME, I am the victim here, however for the sake of harmony I tried to smoke a " Peace Pipe" with Pierse's office, I was blocked and they continue to puke sectarian hatred on me.
I have been waiting 8 months for the ECHR to hear my Rule 39 Application, Corrupt Irish Judge Siofra O'Leary pulled strings.
I am so fucking sick of that vulgar pissant nation,
My last words here you will find my J.R filled in Ireland by April 3rd , it will be tossed MY KIND, however read it and decide for yourself  who is in the right and who is in the wrong, then get off your fucking ass and do something , Refugee Children in Ireland should not have to listen to Gov Officials stating " WE DO NOT WANT NIGGERS IN IRELAND"
As for that SCUM in Idaho I would not piss on you if you were on fire,  in effect you watched me bleed to death in the spiritual sense since 2005, never a moral epiphany lets help him.
I accept something very wrong with me for being drawn to you, I also accept you owe me nothing,however I also believe that you know I would have never have turned my back on you if you were on the streets.
Until  the day I die the very thought of you will make my skin crawl, I told you everything about my late daughters charity and Gracen and you would not even give me a fucking sandwich.
You feel any guilt and shame open your mouth to the media.
Guilt and shame, buy remedial teaching aids and send them to the address below with a note " For The Irish People, please distribute, feel free to get a little " Jules Ferry" and include toilet paper,knives and forks,condoms.Alas you cannot sent them any introspection so they can ponder, Edmund Spencer, Anti Irish or Prescient?.
Michael Higgins
Aras An Uachtarian
Phoenix Park
Dublin 8, Ireland
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nybody have the backbone to get off their ass the Head Judge at the E.C.H.R  Siofra O'Leary (IRISH) a product of Identity Politics and De Facto Affirmative Action is CORRUPT.
She has pulled strings so the Court will not hear my case, 6 months I have been waiting for a listing., I am a text book case of whom Rule 39 was meant to protect do a little research
.Out of words Feb 26th disgusted want to go to the Danielle and sleep for a month.
Also any Journalist that knows Law and History,  in effect The C.O.E'S bastardized PC  version of The  " Test Act" Make Paddy The Head Judge it ticks all those PC Boxes, it is mathematically impossible that given there are 27 Member nations to draw from and they pick a yokel with a ignorant provincial worldview that uses her office to further her racial hatred,, no logic can rationalize picking an Irish head Judge when there are 27 member nations to draw from.
Such is the world we live in.         SUBSTANCE FREE BUT IT TICKS ALL THOSE BOXES.
it is the 28th Feb today and this is my last ever seething in utter disgust, a few weeks I will be 58, I have nothing I however felt sorry for a dullard that was a landlord breaking his back  working as a gardener he was a   box ticker with charity, his vacuity arrives  a few seconds before he does , I felt sorry for him breaking his back as a gardener.
I have nothing and yet I felt sorry for him and tried to help him, he thanks me by stealing from me and throwing away important legal documents, I despise this man., You make my skin crawl Steve Toaster.
He even stole a Nikon F4  from me that somebody gave me as a present.
Guilt and shame, some fucker pass the hat and I do not want a cent from anybody that turned their back, you cannot buy forgiveness and the idiot in a dress in Rome is the one that sells redemption not me.
My less sentence ever, lees than a  week   before my birthday utterly disgusted, Industry Scum and VA Law Scum yesterday, integrity and morality hell no.
I am fucking numb, I came across something yesterday that SCREAMS the Human Race is fucked, a vile woman in the UK A Suella Braverman the Home Sec , she is foreign and she wants to fuck with asylum seekers, at one time if I had come across her I would have wanted to have said" What The Fuck Is The Matter With You" , 
She is sick in the fucking head , she does not want to nurture or care for poor lost souls she wants to fuck with them, The world is fucked, Braverman Actions are akin to those of Stella Kubler's in the moral and philosophical sense.
58 in less than a week, I  would like to stand toe to toe with Macron for my Birthday and say " You are a tough guy, you can fuck up my life with a phone call or an email, lets try mano a mano you vulgar toxic dullard.
You can have the first punch, my disgust with that toxic dullard is akin to the disgust that lived in the hearts of Parisian Jewry towards Pierre Laval.
Somebody feel some fucking guilt and shame " First They Came"  Martin Niemoller.Guilt and shame pass the fucking hat and an accounting I do not want a cent from anybody that turned their back, redemption is not for sale. SHAME ON YOU.
Nothing Left inside me, 58 in a few hours, all that keeps me breathing is my hatred of  that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen and a dream of seeing it go to jail., At one time  I never knew the names of any skin actresses apart from ones I personally knew, an allegory who wants to watch  the car go around in circle's when you can drive the car.. However my fucking limit now is downloaded skin due to that ABOMINATION Gracen
I noticed  one a few months ago, I hope she does not get into trouble, her tits are real, have not read the CPL in years, I think real tits are illegal in  CA,
I had hoped National Geographic would commission me to eat  her pussy, and to send back stories of the mission, setting up Base Camp in The Plaza, sending out a scouting party to the Tappen Zee Bridge, we make it to The Frontenac as the sun sets on Quebec City, she had already promised to behave and not tell the people of Quebec about " The Treaty of Paris" the poor things thing they are French and speak this language a little like French.
One has to be very careful if anybody invites you to the theatre in Quebec, people have been known to hemorrhage or throw a clot half way through " Les Belles Soeurs" and then Tremblay has a little tantrum and demands the dead tell him how amazing he is.
Break out the 503 and FP4, , however in truth she looks so sweet  I would not go anywhere near her, I would not take my darkness anywhere near her light, or anybodies light and even National Geographic is no longer National Geographic, it is owned by morally repugnant corp scum, Disney that want to fuck over children in 3 rd world sweat shops.
.I would liked to have bumped into her in The Townhouse in Venice 90291, in the 90,s , lets go to S.L.O coffee, friendship and orgasms, I guess she would have been 2. back in the 90's.
Nothing left inside me, If I had the riches of Croesus I will never know love and I will never hear a child say Dad, Gracen destroyed that man.
No point in saying this, said it for 20 years and only fell upon VILE AND VULGAR EARS, why should this birthday be any different to the last 20 I did not have, or Christmas's.
Anybody feels any guilt or shame I WANT TO GO TO THE FUCKING DANIELE AND SLEEP.
I used to believe in things, Billy cannot die in Ally McBeal, he has to fuck all the Billy Girls and get it out of his system and have a 3 way with Ally and Lucy Liu, then he marries Ally, makes babies in a nice house on the cape and gets into gentle country law, he cannot die, I used to believe in things, metaphorically I believed in fairies in the bottom of the garden, I believed in Puff The Magic Dragon, that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen butchered the fairies and Puff that lived in my heart, who came to my aid, NO FUCKER.
Happy Fucking Birthday Chris,.
The day after my birthday I bought a pouch of tobacco in a supermarket chain I used to get laid in years ago, talking to ladies working there, care to get a drink when you finish work, some said yes.
The lady that handed me the tobacco was pretty and friendly, however I am a fucked up old guy that is old enough to be her father, all I want to do is nail the door closed and know that ABOMINATION Gracen is in jail.
My last sentence ever 18.40 Z SEETHING IN FUCKING DISGUST, Today I would like to stand toe to toe with Macron and say you can have the first punch, I cannot do that The Republican Guard will not let me,  however I cannot even find anybody with a moral backbone..
ANY REAL JOURNALISTS/SATIRISTS you will find my J.R in the Irish Courts by April 3rd, it will be tossed, MY KIND, any real journalists/writers left, NUKE IRELAND WITH WORDS ,it goes  beyond me why should refugee children have to hear  WE DO NOT WANT NIGGERS IN IRELAND FROM GOV OFFICIALS.
Sat 25 March, FUCKING DISGUSTED OUT OF WORDS,no hope for humanity, sum it up without involving my issues in the UK The Newspaper for " Morons" The Sun has the largest circ,  in The US the News Network for " Morons"  Fox has the most viewers, that screams no hope for humanity, all I wanted to do was go somewhere where I WOULD BE TREATED LIKE A HUMAN BEING....SHAME ON YOU.
I wake up today where a semi literate product of affirmative action The NY AG tries to start an email fight, Sorry Chris is beyond her, THIS WORLD IS FUCKED.
An ABOMINATION by the name of Elizabeth Gracen stole millions from my late daughters charity and myself and left me to die upon the streets of Paris.
Gracen is being protected from prosecution by the ex Cracker-In-Chief, Bill Clinton, not crazy man time the connection between Clinton and Gracen is well documented.
France destroyed my last remaining humanity and hope a few weeks ago, I am the screwed up guy however I could not do  what France did to me to any living thing, I am fucked up beyond all hope of repair, however I could not be as depraved as France was.
All the years of suffering France bestowed upon me as a homeless wretch, never any guilt or shame, never lets try and make things right with Chris, however France bestowed a final depravity upon me that beggars belief something I doubt even Kafka could have penned, France decided I was a latter day Edmond Dantes.
France abused and violated me for years as she gave everything to a man that murdered a school teacher.
To echo and modify Zola,  J'Accuse M Jourdain AKA M Macron the buffoon that is " playing" in The Elysee,  J'accuse aussi Gerald Darmain et Eric Dupond-Moretti
France's final depravity could be considered psychotic if it was a person and not a country or OT style evil for those that believe that drivel.
It  involves Ireland, however one cannot expect any better from Ireland, not Anti Irish Sentiment, it is an extrapolation from commonly accepted historical fact.
As a nation Ireland has always been Europe's " Poor Relation" things do not work very well in Ireland.
Their radio stations are owned by the Germans, the phone company owned by the French, as a nation Ireland cannot even make potato chips, Tayto make nice cheese and onion crisps, but they are owned by the Germans, the irony of that would work well with Sartre meets 19 century Yiddish Theatre.
I am a homeless wretch that France shit all over not a Social Anthropologist, however I will have  a go.
Ireland does not work very well as they abused and violated by both the UK and the Church of Rome also most Irish people that are good at anything leave the country in search of a larger canvas and to " escape" Ireland's provincial worldview.
As  a nation there was no period of philosophical reflection within Ireland, they went from being abused by Rome and the UK to over 200 channels of DRIVEL that Corp Dross Liberty Global pukes all over Ireland, their 2nd network belongs to a vile and vulgar robber baron, Richard Branson, he also pukes drivel all over Ireland.
Rather than babble on look at the Irish Banking Crash, one does not need to be Milton Friedman to see that was coming, it was a product of Junkie Mentality meets Macmillan's
" You Have Never Had It So Good"
Politically Speaking FF and FG are self serving " Daily Mail Tories"  SF mean well for the Irish, however they will never take power as the mindless have 200 channels of drivel and SF need to learn that EQUALITY means all people not just the Irish, equality includes me and little green men from Mars if there are such things.
SF live in Political Cloud Cuckoo Land,shades of Citizen Smith and " The Peoples Popular Republic Of Tooting"
The Irish Labour Party and Irish Socialist Party, " Danger Will Robinson, Buffoons Approaching" they have no understanding of the precepts of the Labour Movement or Socialism, however I expect they know a lot about Tofu and Joni Mitchell Albums.
I am livid with how Ireland treated me 10 or 11 years ago in the name of sectarian hatred and I am livid that 10 or 11 years later Ireland is still displaying sectarian hatred towards me 10 or 11 years ago I was told by a Liam Ward the head of housing at Donegal County Council.
                                                                                                                                                        WE DO NOT WANT YOUR KIND OR NIGGERS HERE.
if there is a black woman in the public eye with the smarts of James Baldwin and the sexuality of Grace Jones back in the day go and see Liam Ward and take a camera crew with you and interview him, your sexuality would all but have Liam Ward hiding under his desk,he would either refuse to see you or be on the defensive.
You can shine in the media not I , I could not go near them, they make me want to puke starting with Bill Keller in 2002 when he turned his fucking back on me and that is not even talking about that SACK OF SHIT, PINCH, that cannot fill DADDIES SHOES.
If anybody decides to run with this you need to take charge, I want no part of this world as this world has wanted no part of me for the last 20 years.
If you wanted to get Felliniesque make friends with the A.N.C and the S.A Communist Party, Bantu Tribesmen on Letterkenny High Street would wake up the yokels.
You need to understand what you are dealing with, think Dueling Banjos, Donegal is not that far removed from Deliverance.
I could rant, I could use 3 dollar words, however to " GET IT" all you need to do is watch Father Ted, one EP where they are having a " Lovely Legs Competition" 3 or 4 drunken guys cackling at her and making schoolboy comments, that is Donegal  in real life such people are Donegal's answer to Valentino and most of the women look like 73 Buick's.
 If any " stunning" transgendered model's/actresses/skin actresses with huge dicks want to get involved, again with a camera crew go and see Liam Ward and get your dick out and ask him does " Thumper" " Growler" or " Killer" need a special permit
Humor, however at the end of the day it will embarrass him and put their ignorance, sectarian hatred and racism on the map.
You need to understand that as a Nation Ireland is morally and spiritually dead, nobody cares about sectarian hatred, nobody cares about racism, if only I was a Bunny Rabbit, Rabbits worked together to bring down General Woundwort and when Hazel was wounded Fiver and Blackberry helped, they were not talking shit on Twitter masquerading as activists, click, click, click or asking fellow rabbits to sign their petition on CORP SCUM  disguised as an NGO like Change.org.
Use humor to make valid points, Rabbits have more of a sense of moral faculty than the Irish, NOBODY CARES ABOUT SECTARIAN HATRED OR RACISM.
As  a nation Ireland's " Specialist Subject" is Systemic Vacuity, The Irish Human Rights And Equality Commission, sounds wonderful alas a " Technical Hitch" THEY ARE FUCKING VILE. They do nothing, 15 Substance Free Imbeciles clutching Mickey Mouse Degrees in Gender Studies or Basket Weaving from Mickey Mouse University's, however not one of cares about sectarian hatred or racism.
Another one The Irish Refugee Council, again another " Technical Hitch" this time 25 Substance Free Buffoons that could not care less about sectarian hatred and racism in Ireland.
Douglas Adams had the best idea what to do with such people, place them on a space ship that was programed to fly into the sun, it was thought to be the kindest thing that could be done.Mary Harney has more chance of getting fucked by Leopold Bloom and David Norris than anybody has of finding integrity, morality and compassion within Ireland.
There is no integrity within any quarter within Ireland, Higgins is busy being a big fish in a small pond, if the man had any integrity as Head of State he would have apologized to me, however if Ireland had have treated me like a human being rather than subjecting me to prolonged systemic sectarian hatred there would have been nothing to apologize for, all I wanted from Ireland was for her to treat me like a human being.
The Irish PM is duplicitous in the sectarian hatred Ireland is displaying towards me if only by virtue of doing nothing when he should be doing something.
Then go and see Michael Higgins  with a camera crew  and ask him why nobody cares about sectarian hatred in Ireland and why Ireland is displaying sectarian hatred towards me with a malicious prosecution 10 or 11 years later and why racism is socially acceptable within  all quarters within Ireland, draw on the abused becoming the abusers.
Old American newspaper adverts, N.I.N.A, in effect Liam Ward has modified N.I.N.A to facilitate his sectarian and racial hatred.
However first read " The Morris Report" it speaks to " Anything Goes Policing" in Donegal
10 or 11 years ago I must have emailed " EVERYBODY" within Ireland apart from the ghost of Dev's cat about what Liam Ward said to me NOBODY CARED.
 I then tried satire, shades of George Carlin, the logic being if you can get them laughing you can get them thinking, I got plenty of chuckles, however I did not get any thought or compassion. " Thinking and Compassion" not Ireland's forte, somebody had a thought once, his name was Sheridan Le Fanu he thought it would be nice to have Lesbian Vampires.
Mary Harney's husband also had a thought when Mary was horny and Mr Harney was expected to perform his matrimonial duties, Mr Harney thought" Time To Get The Fuck Out Of The House" .Some also say Mary Robinson also had a thought and that is she was very angry that Jack Nicholson would not butt fuck her as he sung The Wild Rover.
                                                                                                                                              SATIRE, A FUCKING CRIME IN IRELAND
I invited everybody to a gay racist ball as Liam Ward , I have no idea what they would want to do to Spike Milligan over The Irish Space Program.
I did not get anywhere with polite Dear Sir/Madam emails and I did not get anything more than chuckles when using satire, what kind of country does not care about a government official propagating such sectarian and racial hatred, Ireland is the country that does not care.
A disgusting morally repugnant country, 10 or 11 years later they want to charge me with harassing Liam Ward,Racism and Sectarian Hatred is okay, however using satire in an attempt to wake up the mindless is illegal in Ireland, I wonder what Ireland would want to do to Simon Weisenthal for " harassing" those Nazis.
I tried contacting EU Bodies about Ireland and France's perfidy, rather than rant it would be prudent if I was to let Spock get this one, the one with the ears not the idiot when referring to EU Bodies " Its Life Jim But Not As We Know It"
From " The Turgid Toxic Troika" down Ursula von der Leyen, Charles Michel and Roberta Metsola it is Body that lacks depth and substance but excels in banality and ineptitude.
The ineptitude and banality of EU Bodies and a systemic pass the buck attitude of a legion of dullards employed by EU Bodies could cost a homeless person their life as they try to defend themselves from a malicious prosecution from Ireland 10 or 11 years later and navigate an Escheresque like maze of banality and ineptitude displayed by EU Bodies.
Somebody looking for compassion, integrity and justice and all they find are mindless box ticking chimps or self obsessed buffoons like " The Turgid Toxic Troika" it could be the straw that broke the homeless persons back and a poor wretch could go under a train after only finding DEPRAVED INDIFFERENCE within EU Bodies.
From " The Turgid Toxic Troika " down they should be ashamed of themselves, however I fear they lack the introspection and Charles Michel could not get laid on the Rue d'Aerschot as for Von Der Leyen, all the CDU have ever done is blah blah blah for the semi literate " Norman Rockwell Set" as they read Bild it could also be argued their banality spawned  the R.A.F et al, it could also be argued that Axel Springer puked drivel all over " The Norman Rockwell Set". and kept them stupid.
Metsola, at least she is pretty if she wanted to make herself useful she could take her shirt off and sing Rebel Songs, however I doubt that will happen as seemingly she is ever so busy being important.
E.U Bodies , to use an American Expression it is " Working Welfare" for the inept, one could fire half the staff at the EU and still be overstaffed.
One thing that speaks volumes about the systemic ineptitude and ingrained ignorance of EU Bodies is the attitude of The Head Chimp at The European Commission, BXL'S very own Mrs Bucket (Keeping Up Appearances) I refer to Ursula von der Leyen a Professional Dullard and Hypocrite.
Von Der Leyen and the CDU going back to Adenauer it is the political party of drudgery, banality and hypocrisy.
Von Der Leyen is emblematic of what is wrong with the EU, a poor quality of people at the EU  that lack substance but are enraptured with their self perceived importance like strutting peacocks on cocaine, Dunning-Kruger does not excuse Von Der Leyen's incompetence, banality and moral bankruptcy.
The ingrained banality and ineptitude of EU Bodies does not attract people of depth and substance, it attracts the dullards.
France owes me a lot more than residency, however I have no idea how to put a monetary value on what France owes me for all the years of psychological abuse.
I am a man of peace, however if a Fairy Godmother said I could do anything in France I would like to stand toe to toe with Macron and say you can have the first punch, I wonder does that make me a lunatic?, In another time and place think of a little old lady, lets call her Mrs Goldstein and lets say she lived on the Rue des Rosiers in Paris, would she not want to stand toe to toe with Pierre Laval?
I was flipping through the channels and noticed Williams the tennis player.
I thought to myself, I wish she would sit on my face, no doubt great fun, however then I became somewhat pensive and philosophical after I noticed she was wearing Nike, what if she was to rip off everything and say I am not wearing this shit, Nike are parasitic and that sack of shit Phil  Knight the Founder and ex CEO of Nike made billions on the sweat of children in his 3rd world sweat shops.
That would be called giving a fuck about something but yourself, That would be called using ones position within the public eye for the common good and not doing product endorsements for scum like Nike.
Lets not forget Cobweb Clooney, Alleged Activist, Alleged Actor and pitch man for crappy overpriced coffee machines that appeal to terminally confused 30 something Vanity Fair readers, I mean Townsend's drivel, not Thackery.
Clooney should be fucking ashamed of himself, Children in 3rd world hell holes do not have self obsessed twats like Clooney within the public eye to advocate for them, that giving a fuck thing.
Alleged Actor, I never saw his Hamlet, his Torvald, or his St Joan, did anybody see his Boris Trigorin?, I must have missed that one also.
I maintain Lower Brain Function with one driving force, a dream of seeing that ABOMINATION Gracen being brought to justice.
La Tango, 50 yards from my front door, a gay club now, then an everything club everybody got on and most nights I would go home with somebody " interesting"  people just seemed to find each other in there, being silly to make a point if Babar was " Slumming It" and blowing Jack Lang nobody would have batted an eye, people may have offered Babar advice along the lines of surely you can do better than Jack Lang.
I have no idea what dirt Gracen has on Clinton, it started as a sexual thing, Gracen first shared a bed with Clinton to obtain a Miss Arkansas crown, this is well documented from many sources, however Gracen is an old woman now,  gerontophilia is Macron's paraphilia not Clinton's. This world is fucked up beyond all hope of repair,look at it where ever you are in the world turn the TV on channel after channel of drivel mostly American drivel penned by chimps with crayons from the WGA.
I will always be polite to strangers, not their fault I am fucked up, however I want no part of this fucking world as this world has wanted no part of me for the last 20 years.
I am dead inside I cannot even go to a bar and get laid, however even if I could trawling the bars to get laid at 57 in sad and tawdry.
My fucking limit these days downloaded skin due to that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen, " The Gentleman Slut" is no more, " The Writer" is no more, I could write DRIVEL like Dan Brown or the other one, 50 Shades Of Twaddle.I cannot really write any more I cannot make a blind man " see" a Renoir, a" real" writer needs to believe in fairies in the bottom of the garden, a " real" writer needs to believe in Puff The Magic Dragon, that FUCKING ABOMINATION ELIZABETH GRACEN MURDERED THE FAIRIES AND PUFF IN THE METAPHORIC SENSE.